Monday, January 16, 2006

Today was kinda boring, same old typical day. Well Syafiq is gonna come over about 4 to do homework with me, I think he feels bored at home. Hannah's with her Darling, Min. Cristy and Sarah went for their CL-b lessons. Well im basically stuck at home with Tita and Suzie. Anyway i've been having weird dreams lately. Some involved memories, painful memories, some were just stupid dreams but in all of the dreams i'll always see this person's face. The face is kinda blur but the voice sounds familiar like i've heard it before. It's so soothing, like i know im gonna be safe, like a breeze gently blowing. I felt free like the birds in the sky like the dolphin in the sea. Somehow this person is trying to say something, i always get cut off. I wanna know what is he saying. In that dream we were always playing this game, and the weird thing is the game was familiar, But i always dun hear the game i was just the one saying this at the ending " this is the game between the both of us okay?" and the game just vanished and i felt like i floated on a cloud. It's creepy, cause its sounds so familiar like i've played the game before. I wonder where did i play it. I know the place was quiet, the place was cold, it had this sad sorta feeling like i'll never be cheerful again. It's like dejavu but i dunnno.. Get it? The whole thing is just such a blur and i wanna know who he is? where were we? and what game was that? Only God will know eh. Guess im not suppose to hear it. Heck! somethings in life we'll never know. But if i do find out, maybe i'll stop having these weird dreams!