Saturday, September 29, 2007
Ok. Let say im really annoyed with my english teacher Miss wong. Wait a minute before you judge me. Listen to what i have to say teachers.Im not bitching about miss wong but i just want to say I am so annoyed that Miss wong can invade into my private life.
So she saw me holding my boyfriends hands on thursday and wait a minute I WAS OUT of my uniform. I was OUT OF SCHOOL. I always BEHAVE in my uniform and don nothing improper outside school. First of all Thursday was my birthday and he took me out for dinner. SEcondly I DO NOT. repeat DO NOT study on my birthday. If you beg to differ that is your own problem. Please kindly not look into my private life because the only matter teachers should be concern of are my academics and how i am in school. Frankly speaking i have imporved from my MId year paper even if i didnt do that well. I failed only two subjects.
Thirdly i can't believe you wanted to stop the car to ask me where i am going. How snoopy can you be? I know you are concern and all but how can you take personal interest in my private life. Fourth, My boyfirend always encourages me to study hard. fith, I hardly see him. Would it kill you if i saw him on my birthday. NO!.
Is it your business at all.. let me answer that for you as well NO!.
I don't care if any teachers read this. I am not talking bad about anyone here I am voicing my frustration and telling you guys that you can be very over the top sometimes. Miss wong,
I do your homework. Most of the time i hand it up on time. I practice my maths at home. Im not good, but i try. If you want to tell my parents, GO AHEAD. They know. Im very open with them.
They allow me to have a boyfriend because they know whatever im doing.
You are not even my mum to decide what i should do or not. Im just so disappointed that you can even bother to tell other people or probably other teachers that im out with my boyfriend near the exam. You don't even know the reason why i met him. FRANKLY SPEAKING i don't see him during school days. Normally it will be the weekends or Fridays.
Im so upset with how Miss Wong can go into personal life. School life fine.. Personal life is my own business. cLearly Kal is not affecting my studies. I have no idea whats wrong with me holding my boyfriends hand. Maybe you dont show displays of affection to your loved one. BUT I DO!
GOSH... just all my teachers GET OUT OF MY PRIVATE LIFE.
I MEAN IT. if this continues you guys are the ones that will affect my studies, not my boyfriend.
ALL OF YOU GET OUT!
If you find this offensive, see me personally i will explain alot of things to you. I don't find this offensive at all. I think snooping into my private life with no relation as a close friend or a relative infact and just my teacher, is very offensive to me.
Im not saying this is my revenge but i want you teachers to know that im not being rude. Im being FRANK. im telling you this will affect my studies if you keep going into my personal life.
YOu wouldnt want me going into your personal life as well right.
Yea, to a certain extent i can share things but it doesnt mean im that open. yes, i can talk about my boyfriend openly and proudly but if you are going to spread rumours about me in the staff or my classmates i suggest all of you bloody stop.
truly..
Chelsea
Posted by Chelsea at 9/29/2007 11:10:00 AM
Friday, September 28, 2007
Simple yet so sweet. Given by hannah and syafiq
Hannah, Syfiq and Cristy. Roses!
All the presents combined
My baby and I on the way to Changi Airport to eat dinner
THats him! love of my life
The picutre album which took alot of hardwork
Mel Hendricks' present. LOVE BODY SHOP ITEMS
Baby's present to me. beautiful swarovski necklace.
And the photo album he gave me made me tear. So wonderful. effort effort!
Yesterday was a blast!
Kal picked me up late however but i know the reason why now. Im sorry for being upset that your late baby! i didnt understand. My sister is wonderful. She put together pictures and messages from my friends and made it into an album. I love it. and The album is RED! one of my favourite colours. On top of that they gave me a roses. have i mention how much i love roses?
Cristy i love you, you are so sweet. My two best friends also helped her stick the pictures. They got my closest friends to write them. Oh Project J thanks for the messages. Its so sweet!!!
ANyway i cannot tell you how happy i am. I was so happy i cried during dinner with kal when he gave me a song he wrote and the picture with frame and the beautiful swarovoski necklace. SO wonderful then i was in shock when i came home.. and i saw some more food set on the table with candles and the present laid in my room and the picture album handed to me.
And that's my birthday for yall. The pictures are up there. And im off to eat my left over food at home. HUNGRY!
Posted by Chelsea at 9/28/2007 11:23:00 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Well,1 year of my life is gonna pass very soon, in like 21/2hrs. Im gonna be 17. Another new adventure. New experiences, new things to discover, more responisibilities.. sheesh!
Im sorry im being such a bitch about my birthday. I just don't like the number 17. it's so odd.. even the number's odd.
Im not even sure i'll enjoy my birthday. My friends are like quarelling over one stupid pen. I have freaking ASP-after school programs- tomorrow. Can i just clal in sick? maybe not. AH!
so frustrating.
i feel 40 kinds of sadness ...ok exaggeration much!
"F&$%" i can't wait for this intense torture olevels has put upon my poor little head to be freaking over. Forgive my french. After the exams i am going to burn all my books. Im just effing annoyed with lots of things. School, studies...School...studies.. did i say that already?
WHATEVER!
someone, ANYONE, take a dagger and stab me from my back. IN serious need of a "f#$%-it" pill. Anti- anxiety pills maybe. I think i need to get those instead of taking panadols all the time. Trying to calm myself down like never works all the time. ALL THE TIME.. did i say ALL THE TIME? YES I FREAKING DID. thats why i need a freaking pill.
Gosh. AM i a drug addict? a panadol addict? oh just shoot me. Here goes my paranoid self. I think im going nuts. Chels malfunction...
call the ambulance and send me to looney ville..
SINGAPORE IS THE CITY that LITERALLY NEVER sleeps. work work work. Work my ass off. MY life off.. my youth off.. Im supposed to be having fun at this age. Don't you adults say i envy students lives. Its fucking tough now alright!
gosh..
someone hug me...
im a hazard to myself
Posted by Chelsea at 9/26/2007 09:26:00 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
And how can istand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be any better than this.
Posted by Chelsea at 9/18/2007 10:18:00 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
The Tag Game.passed by.. Hannah
1. (the person who tagged you is) - Hannah
2. (your relationship with him/her is) - best friend
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - very silly, blur, supportive, beautiful, caring
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - too many memorable things. hmm.. one memory of her would be that she got me cake to cheer me up
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - i have no idea honestly. she tells me som many things that all of them are not memorable i see her almost everyday what is there to remember
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - that would make me a lesbian. so i'll pass
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - she wont be my lover.. oh goof! I'll tell her boyfriend though to remind her to always read instructions on the exam paper.
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - be actually dreaming or having a nightmare cause it wont happen
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - something really epic i guess..
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - eat lunch with her cause im hungry but she's fasting!
11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - Realtively great
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - i dunno. some think im noisy, some think im talkative, some think im friendly and easy going, some think im a show off no idea why, some think im munipilative.. no idea why again.. some think im nice to talk to when they have problems..
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - caring, somewhat wise for my age, motherly
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - my lackof patience
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - well. my role models in life would be..
my dad for his determination
my mum for her kindness
Tita for her understanding
Cristy-hardworking trait and strong spirit
Jamie for her wisdom and patience
Daffy-sensitivity to other people's feelings
Kal- super damn patience. his ability to work with children
Yes.. these are my main role models. i have alot more but these are the main ones that i want to become
1)Cristy
2)Hannah
3)Syafiq
4)Vignes
5)Tab
6)Ain
7)Jolyn
8)Daffy
9)Jamie
10)KAL
Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - none
(Is no.9 a male or female?) - female
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - NO.. 10's my baby!
(What is no.2 studying?) - subjects i study in school
(What kind of music does no.8 like?) -im not sure actually
(Will you woo no.3?) - for fun? then yea.. for real? NO
(How about no.7?) - nope.
(Is no.4 single?) - dunno. on off luh she
(What's the surname of no.5?) - Tabitha
(What's the hobby of no.4?) - to panic at every science and english class
(Where is no.2 studying at?) - Canberra Secondary school
(Say something casual about no.1) -She's my sister and i love her very much
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - hahahaha! no..
(Where does no.9 live?) -sembawang
(What colour does no.4 like?) - i think she likes blue
(Does no.7 like no.2?) - as friends. yeap very much
(Does no.1 have any pets?) - yes. we have a dog
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - what you talking about? everyone here is sexy!
-----People who are tagged!
EVERYONE READING!
Posted by Chelsea at 9/13/2007 11:03:00 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Oh goof!Its so near the Olevels!! I feel so unprepared! freaking maths! freaking sciences! I used to be so darn good at science and look where its heading now? DOWN THE DRAIN!
I really got to start mugging. However everytime i try to do it i get so damn distracted!!! ARGH! so infuriating!
comon chels its just two more months of sweat dont waste your oh-so-great Nlevel cert! MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG
In desperate need of a miracle! like im real DESPEARTE!!!
love,
Chels
Posted by Chelsea at 9/11/2007 04:19:00 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
Hey fellow bloggers.I had a very interesting talk with Jamie just now.
It's so amazing how Women are created in such a way and how Men are created in such a way. We women always complain about how big the male ego is when in real fact we should actually appreciate what they have. Obviously being overly egoistic is really stupid but having that ego is important to a man and i finally understand that now. They too can feel like their not good enough sometimes. Men are the sort that always need to accomplish something in life and they will analyse whether they can accomplish it before they pursue it. Their like the fighters. Woman on the other hand are sensitive creatures who want to be pursued but at the same time we feel sometimes we are not good enough to be pursued when in real fact both parties are good enough to be pursued and to pursue. Get what i mean?
Its really interesting. That's why I've learnt that when we woman want something done we should go straight to the pointbut in a proper manner. We should'nt go.. like you know but i dunno ( which i admit i do alot and am learning to be straight to the point so that Kal wont be frustrated with me.) In real fact the more we do that and are scared of telling the man what we want, the more we are pushing him away because he won't know what to do and that in turn will make him feel like he is not good enough to fix things as well and that's when problems arise.
That's why we should really appreciate man instead of hating them and saying you know man or you know woman. We should appreciate each other's qualities and say hey he's made like that in the image of what God wants him to be. I know we woman love, just simply love going the indirect approach of solving things. Honestly i found out it leads no where but confusion to a man. Well i am lucky that Kal digs out stuff from me that im scared of telling but those who doesnt have the same fortune as me should maybe tell it to the man straight. Im not saying he's lousy or that your not good. It takes two to work. Kal adjusted to my character and maybe its like how we have to adjust to theirs too. I am learning how to honestly open up and tell him.this and that i want this done.., your making me feel.., i want your attention..., why are you .. I am learning not to go i dunno and really say it out. It creates less confusion that way.
Well i really don't know lots about it because that's what jamie and I have talked about so far. I really want to get the books captivating and wild hearts than maybe i'll understand me as a woman and him as a man more. It will really help my relationship. Maybe all those couples out there should get it too.
Till next time..
Love Chels
Posted by Chelsea at 9/10/2007 02:56:00 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
New pictures
Taken by Kal baby in the car, on the way to AMK hub to fix my damn ez-card
one sweet picture of us
two sweet pictures of us.. lol
Ok that's me in my short hair
Ok that's me kissing my baby on the cheek. say "aww" haha
ok here we are acting "cool"
And now... im off to study..oh did i mention i love the pictures? cause i do! haha
Posted by Chelsea at 9/06/2007 02:05:00 PM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Hey fellow bloggers,Yesterday was great. I went out with my baby Kal. We watched hairspray together. Super corny but i loved it! haha. "Good morning balstimore, here's the flasher that lives next door" It was hilarious. Big hair, wierd dance steps. The black singers were good man! John Travolta was bloody good playing a woman. Haha. it was so funny. Do you know it was practically raining the whole day. Then we bumped into Marc at his wroking place, went to meet Khalid at coffee club to say hi and to another coffee club location to say hi to Black. Then we ate lunch and went shopping or window shopping. lol.
Kal got me a batman t-shirt. lol. I think it looks quite hot. haha. When we went it to the shop we saw so many superman stuff. First thought that came to my head was "syafiq will go crazy here" haha. After that, i saw this shop where people could make their own teddy bears. So cute! I want it I want it!! lol. However it was completely unnecessary so i didn't get it. On my birthday i'll spend like crazy! i don't care! I will burn all my money and i am going to shop like a mad woman because September is the month where i get to spend on myself. Finally the month is here.
I want to get that teddy bear, new clothes,go to ikea to get photo frames. I want to redecorate my room. i really really want to redecorate my room. Paint my side of the wall warm yellow. paint some flowers, butterflies. Hang pictures of my big family and me, my friends in school, project j pictures, kal and I. hang beautiful inspiring quotes. get a nice display box for my favourite drumsticks that i want to pin on the wall. I want a nice wall. unfortunately my mum is so agaisnt it because she thinks i'll ruin the wall. hello i need to have my creativity flow in my room! Its my room anyway. how infuriating! Oh well. I guess when im 21 i can do anything i want with my room. haha. I have some secret wanting to have a tattoo of a rose on my back. i always found it nice to have a rose not because it's so "in" blah blah. I always love the sybolism of a rose and i really want it but like i said unfortunately both my parents dont want me getting tattoos. How bad can one rose tattoo be, i wonder..
Anyways back to yesterday. Kal and I were in the bus on the way to the airport to have coffee. Yes we went to the airport to have coffee. There was this woman on the bus that drove me to near insanity. She was a bloody pissy woman with some mental problems. Kal accidentally grazed her slipper and he said sorry. She was like are you trying to be funny! and started cursing and swearing everywhere. And she deliberately stepped on Kal's foot. I lost it and started shouting at her. She was whinning and every single thing in the bus and about some stupid imagination she cooked up about how unfair this guy took her sit blah blah. i completely lost it and started being really bitchy. REALLY REALLY BITCHY. I told her if she didnt like the public transport she can take the fucking taxi!. YES I normally don't scold aunties but she was mad and out of control. She was pissing everyone off and she pissed me off. Im sorry but i lost it alright. after that the indian man lost it with her and scolded her and the indian woman infront of me looked at me and i told her the woman was retarded. I delibertely said it out relaly loud so the whole bus can hear me. She literally rolled her eyes at me.BITCH!
Kal had to calm me down because i was really losing my patience. That maggi mee hair mungen bitch! She is a ROYAL IRRITANT! seriously!
can you believe it? She wanted to whack kal and i with an umbrella. At that moment i just pictured her trying to whack us and I grabbing her bloody umbrella from her oh-so-frail hands and whacking her up brutally. She could still say to the indian man. "You think you so big i scared is it i whack you then you know" MY ASS! She hasn't tasted things from a Rodrigues. hell! she better be scared, the indian man looks fit enough to kill her. you know she said to kal.. " I put the umbrella fuck your father fuck your mother" Seriously I have never in my life encountered some person as retarded and ridiculous as her. She was seriously twisted up there.
After that Kal told me to calm down and i tried to but i was still whinning and bitching. After that he told me to go sit down and i cooled down.
AFter that we had coffee at starbucks in Changi. Bummed into an old friend of mine, Khairul.
it was nice to finally see him after like years.Oh well. Anyway kal and i were looking at the horoscope page on life section of the straits time newspaper and it was really weird haha.
My horoscope libra, said that i should have a heart to heart talk even though things are running well with my romantic partner. haha. And his one cancer, said that he and his romantic partner should try something new and adventurous. lol. Haha then we put down the newspaper got cozy on the starbucks couch ate banana and chocolate muffins drank vanilla latte and had a heart to heart talk. It was really nice to talk to him that way. Last week we had our first major fight and we were both worried and we worked it out and all but having that heart to heart talk i was really good. It made me tear to know how much i meant to him. (Argh.. come what may from the moulin rouge soundtrack is playing as im typing.. perfect timing.. so im literally getting soft now haha) It was good to get things out with one another. It was good to know that after all my whinning and insecurities and all my imperfections he still found me perfectly fine the way i am. It was really sweet. I love you baby!! muah! lol We actually came out stronger from it. I was very happy and dazed all at the smae time. So kal thought i was sad. haha. I was just happy and dreaming as im walking haha. it was the "awww" feeling.
Anyway to end summarise the whole day. I was happy, had giddy spells, ditzy (singing to myself while waiting for the bus), PISSED at the woman, irritated at the woman, tired from walking, touched by the talk, dreamy from the talk and happy again. Yeap. The day was good. Real good!
Oh yea. After that went to church to practice for the nine day novena thing then guess what my ezlink card got spoilt so i need to replace it. Kal will be seinding me to AMK hub tomorrow to get it replaced because apparently the guy at the station said its the nearest place to get it replaced. and guess what. It still has like 9++ dollars in it. bummer!..
shit happens..
Love loads,
Chels
Posted by Chelsea at 9/04/2007 03:07:00 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Good morning!I had a major headache yeasterday. It was really bad. I thought the whole room was spinning. I practically slept the whole day.
Anyway Last night at Jamie's house was fun! The food was yum yum! haha.Baked rice, fries and salmon. All cooked by Chris. After that i was so full!! gosh! talked and chilled. Finally felt a bit relaxed yesterday. After that the boys left and it was nicole, Jamie ofcourse and I left. We drank MALIBU!!! yum! lol. We could'nt drink it with the boys because Joshua was too young haha. Anyways, Nicole de silva stayed over at my house for the night and we talked about all the guys we use to date and the one we're dating now. lol. It was fun. Now she's still sleeping in the room.
Im going to watch Hairspray soon!!! woot! lol
Can't wait!!
Love loads,
Chels
