Friday, December 29, 2006
Well today i went out with Frances and Dominique. We went out because i wanted to perk myself up and thanx for being free you guys. If i stay home any longer i would have ended up in the psyche ward with a straight jacket on.We went to catch the movie, A night at the museum. Apparently I waited in Yio Chu kang for a freaking hour. First Frances woke up late and Dominique took an hour to get to Yio Chu Kang MRT Cause his shoe got stolen we were suppose to meet at 9.45 am at YCK but these two were late but nevermind. When we all met, we went to starbucks near ZARA and had breakfast. Baguel and coffee. We talked and laughed and talked and laughed some more. Frances is so Freaking funny. The counter guy was such a poser but watever.
So we caught the movie at LIDO. Frances idea. I wante Cathay at cineleisure but she wanted LIDO so we all went to LIDO. The movie was so funny. I was laughing so much that my mouth started to ache. It was hilarious. However that's not the headline news for today.
During the movie DOminique and Frances were eating popcorn. I was sitting in the centre.
Dominique aka Silent Rocker passed the popcorn to frances and spilled it all over her. Mind you, he spilled half the popcorn. It was so funny. Like half the popcorn was all over her skirt and the floor. Frances kept cursing at Dominique haha. It was funny. "Smooth" Dominique "smooth".. lol.
Anyway besides that we went window shopping together.
I tried on so many hats. i love hats. And Dominique took pictures for me.
Oh yea, Besides that i met Bj. It's been such a long time ey.. Apparently his Girlfriend is Gerald's friend. What a small world. seriously.
Catched up and stuff. talked for awhile.
Then took a train back to jolly old good sembawang and walked home from the MRT and thought about some stuff. What Frances said was true. Thanks for waking me up.
Anyway today kept my mind off things for awhile and im glad that Frances and Dominique were such good entertainers. They were so funny espeacially at starbucks. We were so noisy at Starbucks. lol.
I had a fun time. Tomorrow is the Project j's small bbq gathering. See yall there..
Love loads.
Me and my fascination with hats.
Shot by: Dominique ( Silent Rocker)
at Top shop.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/29/2006 06:28:00 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Sentosa-The day before Christmas eveEmmanuel Choir Christmas outing.
Sisterly love
A sister is a piece of childhood that can never be forgotten
There is man in black and there are girls in shorts.
The girls, with the uncle and the 8 year old kid.
Bel, Mel, Crissy, me
Tryna Jump for the cam but failed.. =p
Lord, i've got beautiful friends
Though we have our fights we help each other in our time of need.
Me and Frances
Christmas Eve Mass 06' Midnight.
Dominique and I
Fujioka and I
Leslie [Bro-in-law], me and Dominique
Nicole, Dom, Me, Crissy, Fujioka
Top: Leanna (Leslie's sis), Crissy, Leslie, Me, Dom,
Bottom:Mel, Patty
That's only half of all of us
Frances, Me, Nicole
The three Amigo's. Miss Da silva, Mr loh, Miss Rodrigues.
Pimp's in the centre
Loh, Rodrigues, Fujioka
My Family
Rodrigues'
Leslie, Tim (nicole's bro) and I
Now this is all of us. I look retarded cause i was trying to reach for the cam apparently i was too short. lol.
Left to right top: Fujioka, Dominique,, Crissy, Leslie,Me, Frances
Left to right bottom: Debs, Nicole, Mel, Bel
That there, is Me. I felt Dainty. =)
Posted by Chelsea at 12/26/2006 02:47:00 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Today i woke up at 2.30pm. I was dead tired. I went to my uncle's house and did nothing much except mingle, stare blankly into space, drank and drank some more.After that, Leslie called asking whether Cristy and I wanted to go drink Coffee so i said ok.
Invited Dominique, Debs and Fujioka but in the end Fujioka only could make it.
So it was Leslie, Cristy, Fujioka and I.
WE went to orchard and had some good coffee and talked and chilled. This guy sitting beside me was teaching me how to use the special effects on the camera. Real cool.
I finally know how to actually use the darn camera.
Then Fujioka wanted to buy his sunglasses but heeren shops were already close so we decided to take some neoprints.
It was alright. Nothing too great.
Then the two boys sent us home and chilled at our plce for awhile. Suzie is officially in love with Fujioka and has left Leslie for a jap guy. lol.
Wateva..He was being lame as usual.
Anyway. Im really tired of typing now so I'll just end here. Im very happy with the way things turned out despite the sad things that happened in between. New year is coming and i hope it'll be a greater year for me. Dominique is my study partner next year. No more playing silent rocker or we'll both die.
O'levels. Scary!! very Scary!
im finding my strength slowly and im happy with that.
Gerald has turned back to God.
im happy with that.
SO happy.
Despite the fact we're not together anymore but it makes it so much easier now for me to move on. I am very happy for him. =)
I can finally say im alright with a smile on my face with my mind cleared and my heart
singing.
That's was all i wanted for Christmas and I got it.
My Christmas did turn out perfect after all.
God is so full of Love and Kindness. He is such a miracle and inspiration to me.
ALl i need is him.
He holds everything, He holds everyone.
My burdens rest in his hands and my solace in him.
Ohyasumi nasai!
( Goodnight have a good sleep)
Fujioka taught me that!
Coolies! At least i know a little bit of Jap now.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/25/2006 11:46:00 PM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
There are no words to describe my sincerest appreciation for the people who has reassured me.I have no words to describe how wonderful my friends are. Thay are the greatest things next to my family.
I have no clue what i'd do without them.
I've been reassured by them so many times that it's helping me get myself and my strength back.
The person who has really left me in such awe is the almighty God for talking to me in ways i cannot explain and
then there is
Hannah for saying things that made me feel so touched. I never knew what she saw in me as her friend. I am truly touched and proud to be her friend.
Then there is Nicholas Fujioka who has stained an impression on me.
Then There's Frances who has made me realise that i am perfect in my own way.
Then Roch, for a simple hug and without saying a single word you just said not to worry i'll be alright.
Then there is also Daffy, her kindness and her light has really shine on me so much hope.
Then there's Leslie, thank you for giving me a hug when i was crying talking to me, making me realise things myself.
=)
For everything you guys did i truly appreciate it.
Broken hearts don't mend easily but when they do they become so much stronger.
Jesus, Lover of my soul.
I'll never let you go.
I love you,
I need you.
Though my world may fall i'll never let you go.
My Saviour,
My closest friend,
I'll worship you until the very end.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/24/2006 04:35:00 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Well,Today i had big fight with Cristy. Adding to my current situation i did'nt take the figth well and left the house without a word and ran in the rain.
Yes, the rain. Im sorry for making you worry Cristy.
Fortunately we're both alright now.
I just came back From Sentosa with my choir friends.
My legs are really Sore. I did'nt expect to have fun actually, but i did.
We played on those Big floats at Palawan beach and i had to clinb this big thing and i just did'nt have the strength to but this kind European guy pulled me up. I had fun bouncing and jumping on the floats and just not thinking about anything else. Had some girl talk on the mini floats too.
I had alot of reassurance telling me i did'nt fail. It just feels like it you know..
We also played Monkey's ball. Yes i was very enthusiastic. diving and trying to snatch for the ball. What can i say?
I choose not to think about anything else except the game.
The best thing was running on the beach. I loved running on the sand. It had this very relieving feeling.
Anyway while playing Monkey's ball and me being so enthu- i cramped my muscles up.
Jeez it was painful. Thank you Eugene's (choir) Dad for pushing my foot back so my muscle could stretch.
AFter that took some pictures,
then we went to bathe.
Anyway, all in all i proved myself wrong because i did have fun and i forgot about everything when i was there. I just played hard and be very enthu in everything.
However Night fell, and i felt this sudden hurt and it left me confused.
I touched my heart immediately when i felt it.
It was'nt me, it was something else.
However, i shall not dwell on it.
Tomorrow is Christmas eve.
Im attending the Midnight mass.
Im happy and Sad.
Happy cause i get to wear my gown, sad because of what i just went through.
I predicted my christmas was'nt gonna be spectacular this year a few days ago or about a week ago and i was right.
My intuition seems to be getting stronger....
And it seems whatever i feel right now seems to be always right as in it does happen in the end.
Nice but scary.
Anyway,
I just want to say to everyone out there,
Merry Christmas.
May all your dreams come true and may your new year be filled with more hope and love.
Not Forgetting Nicholas Fujioka Yesterday for talking to me on Msn and telling me so many things that made me feel a tad unique from the rest and helping me or trying to give me strength to move on slowly.
Eugene and Edmund as well for talking to me on the bus just now.
Mel and Bel, for telling me that their always be there.
Debs, For tagging me and telling me it's not the end of the world which i know already. Love you too girly.
oh ya, My dad finally knows,
yes i cried last night cause i had to repeat the story and my dad gave me a hug and advised me and said it's natural to go through such things. He said he's glad im handling it better, much better this time.
My mum's proud of me too cause she said i handled the breakup better this time even though i cried, i handled it better.
Tita is also proud of me and she said that i've grown to be a mature young lady.
Im happy that i've grown that much since last year. im ready for more tests and trials that may come my way sooner or later. im ready to grow wiser and stronger. But for now i'll put myself on hold for the adventure till i regain my strength and my spirit back.
Till the next time i blog,
Thank you to all those that has been and inspiration to me in my time of need and my route to happiness again. I love all of you loads.
"Love cannot be destroyed it's
infinite and you can always make more"
"Friends are like diamonds. Rare and
special gems."
Love Chels.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/23/2006 11:19:00 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
I just came home. Well i went to buy my School books today with Syafiq and Vignes in the morning. Woke up in the morning and felt like i had a hang over, message after message came in asking whether i was doing fine. I am alright, at least i know i'll be soon. I always know that when my heart breaks it'll be stronger and i have learnt a lesson or two and im happy that i learnt something from this. I feel that i've grown a little bit more stronger and wiser.Yes, i did cry, cried alot last night. Smsed my closest friends that i was single and one by one called me . Im very touched by you guys. Just to call me in the middle of the night like at 3 am 2 am just to tell me i'll be alright soon and that im better than that. Very touched and i appreciate it alot. Tita hugged me to sleep last night and i think i slept at 4am last night. Talking and crying.
And to my cousin Jeremy, going out with me to cheer me up and showing me how to take a step back and look at a picture more beautiful than what im seeing now.
Frances, i know your busy so all is forgiven for not picking up my call just now.
Syafiq for giving me a pat on the back to reassure me to tell me you guys will be there for me.
Vignes for a good hug.
Hannah for calling me in the morning immediately when she woke up.
Auntie Judy for telling me things which made complete sense.
Auntie Letty for hugging me. Just hugging me.
I took a walk downstairs as well. Thought to myself, prayed, reassured myself, pull back my strength, brighten my soul.
I took a very long walk cause i had a lot of thoughts running just running in my mind. Each memory leaving one scar at a time and then healing and then leaving another scar again.
I have to admit that i am happy with myself for knowing how to handle a breakup this time.
i think i handled it quite well. i am proud of myself however the dissappointment and hurt is still there. Like anything devastating it has shaken me a bit. But i know it was for a good cause. I know it's to help me grow. Although i hate feeling this way cause it's usually not me to feel sad all day but i know it's good for me.
I have to get hurt to learn.
I know im usually happy but give me time to heal. Im sorry my post sounds so disgustingly sad but bare with me for awhile for those who reads this.
Besides that, I have written and composed a new song which matches exactly what i feel right now.
My dad still does'nt know the current situation cause he has been busy and i did'nt want him to be distracted in work so i held back.
How im feeling?
heartbroken but that's because im dissappointed, upset and shaken.
I read his blog as well.
And to add to that i just wanna say, i tried but you make it hard for me.
It was nice while it lasted and i don't regret meeting you.
Neither do i hate you.
I don't want to hear sorry because now it just feels like it is'nt enough.
What's done is done. I can't do anything about it.
I cared too much to let you go and it feels like its going one way cause im doing all the work trying to make this relationship work and i feel like I failed.
But like what Jeremy said...
Tomorrow is gone, today is here, Let's live in the present and look forward to the future.
I learnt so many things from so many people and i feel so much wiser. Not forgetting, Nadira, for giving me a hug we she saw me just now. Thanx.
here's a song i've been listening to the whole day. it really helps.
"All i need is you"
from Hillsong
Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray
Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You
All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is you Lord
One more day and it's not the same
Your spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me
All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord
You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold
You hold
Posted by Chelsea at 12/22/2006 08:32:00 PM
Well,let's just start with im Single now.
Long story short.
I just did'nt fit in the story.
Yes, im upset, dissappointed and shaken but i'll be alright.
Looks like my happily ever after won't come in a long while.
What's upseting is the part where the prince gives up...
Im alright. I will be. I know i'll be sooner or later.
Thanx Frances for being there in the middle of 1 am yesterday and talking to me on the phone and hearing me sob like some idiot and shedding some light on me.
Thanx Dominique for immediately calling me when i smsed and giving me hope and making me smile and even laugh a little, i can always count on you.
Thanx Leslie, for caring and giving me courage, you're the best bro-in-law ever.
Thanx, Hannah for being concern about me, always are and i thank you for that.
Thanx Zubai for Advising me we will never loose contact i won't let it happen.
For all those who cared thanx. I appreciate it alot.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/22/2006 11:03:00 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I will run to you,to your words are true.
Not by might,
not by power,
but by the spirit of God
Yes,
i will run the race,
till i see your face.
let me live in the glory of your grace.
Lord, Your my saving help.
Don't let me fall.
I trust in thee completely.
My heart bleeds a thousand little cries,
and i can't stand the pain cause i know why.
I've got questions running in my mind,
i just can't seem to solve them in my time.
Why is it that you think we're all the same?
Im unique in my own way.
I cry because im hurt,
and not because I need.
I see why you hate women,
but do you hate me?
Cause right now it just feels like it.
tell me what do you want from me?
Attention that i can't give all the time?
To be there physically and not in your mind?
How can i when im just one person?
You told me before that i have to be independant,
and that you can't always be with me 24/7
So is this relationship one way,
where i have to give in to you?
I'll be with you in your time of need,
but I dunno how much i can carry on
I dunno if i have the strength.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/21/2006 09:40:00 PM
My era of the perrenial happiness has come to a sudden halt. It's one of those days again where i feel helpless, useless and the oh so common used word in Singapore and any other country infact, Depressed. Why you say?I've got my reasons why and yet I find it so hard to reach out to help. Im so helpless and i can't do anything about it. It's as if my heart has been ripped in countless pieces. I have'nt lost my way but i am in such dark that's hard for me to choose where to go. Go where you ask?
Not to a dead end, not to a road where i give up but to somewhere where i feel like i can do something to help where im useful and not useless.
Im miserable cause i can't do anything to help. I've got no powers, im not wonder woman, im not made of steel. I can't teleport, and im not what you call some good witch.Im just a girl. A girl. I am only the instrument and not the player. I serve but somehow my service to people seems to be failing. Why?
As much as i want to help i can only do so little and the rest is all up to God. I just don't know how or when.
Christmas, my supposedly joyous and full of life season, is what i feel and think no longer fits in my picture right now.
Where do i go from here?
My heads spinning,
my face has gone dull,
my eyes full of sadness,
my heart faint right now.
~Lord, be my refuge and help~
Posted by Chelsea at 12/21/2006 07:14:00 PM
Don't look back in the past and see the future where it's brighter.Think about us and not about the sad moments in life.
Trust in me, take my hand and follow me.
I'll show you light.
I love you.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/21/2006 11:09:00 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
It's times like these where silence means everything. Is that from a song? yeap it is.
Im wondering and hoping. Im praying. Is that another test i have to go through where my heart slowly rips my insides apart?
Lifeless....
Was'nt i suppose to feel this way?
I love him.
jynx me something crazy.
Being me, Being Chelsea.
I would'nt want him any other way.
It's hard enough for me as it is.
I don't want to be left hanging.
Left there hanging waiting for my last breath to end.
I love him and that's all that matters right now.
Can you blame me for feeling so shitified?
I feel like im never gonna be good enough and the thing is, it's me.
Always me.
My playground,
silent swings swaying in the breeze,
keep me still,
calm the storm in me........
Engulf me in your fire,and cleanse my soul.For i am hurting Oh lord,hurting.Come to my rescue and hold me in your arms,whisper sweet words in my ear.hold me,hold me dear.Don't let me fall,never let me fall.Catch me.I trust in thee,let me feel your presence,Let me feel thee near.Your presence soothes me,but you make it hard for me to trust, Oh Lord.show me,where do i go from here?i love him...as simple as thatyet hard.i just do
Posted by Chelsea at 12/20/2006 08:31:00 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Hey Bloggers.Im happy really happy. Firstly, Family Gathering went well. My family likes Gerald and Leslie.
Im very Happy with it. They managed to mingle well. Drank loads of Liquor.
I drank Red wine, whisky and Egnok. I did'nt get drunk. I know how to control my liquor intake. THe sweet potato salad that Caroline made was gorgeous. Loved it. I love Gerald. haha.
Im glad my Family does'nt mind them. lol.
That's a picture of all four of us drinking under the drinking lights in my Cousin's house during Family Gathering. lol. Jeremy took this pic.
We look good together ey?
DUH!
Secondly. Im happy with my N'level Results. Like extremely happy. I only expected to pass but in the end i got more than what i wanted. Im one of the top students in school. The story is really funny actually. We were all late as in hannah, syafiq, zubai, afena, vigs,sharon, tabitha and i because Sharon and Tabitha Were Late and so we went in the hall like late. My Classmates Saleena and Azura were like so thrilled to see me when i arrived in the hall and they were making like so much fuss saying im top and and all. At first i did'nt believe it cause i was like right! I told them like how would they know? I said that they did'nt even see my results yet then Saleena said, silly, Mr tan announced your name along with the other top students.lol. I was like OMG. im really proud of myself. SO HAPPY!! . Once in a lifetime thing. lol. Oh and you won't believe this i freaking passed my Chinese. Chelsea passing chinese. Now that's a miracle. lol.
I called Daddy and Mummy,Gerald (my Sweets), immediately when i got my results. I started Crying when i talked to my dad cause i was so happy.
This really is the best year of my life.
My Grades.
English-A1
Combine humanaties-A1
Maths-A2
Science-A2
F&N-A2
Chinese-C5
Chinese oral-Pass.
Promoted to Sec5.
Yay!
lol
Ontop of that. My whole Class Passed. That's like Extremely good. It means we're all gonna stay together. I love my class. lol
Sec 5 here i come. See all of you darls next year!
Loves!
Posted by Chelsea at 12/18/2006 06:33:00 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Significant yet Insignificant in ways that is so indirect.That's all i can say now..
Posted by Chelsea at 12/16/2006 10:27:00 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
I feel so lousy today.Like im not good for anything.
Why?
I feel so useless.
Im tired.
Can i cry?
No tears fall.
It's not My family,
It's not My friends,
It's not Gerald.
It's me.
It's times like these where silence means everything.
My heartbeat seems faint.
I feel useless.
I feel my happiness drained out of me.
light my fire....
Posted by Chelsea at 12/14/2006 06:35:00 PM
Hola Amigo!
Yesterday was Good! lol.
Gerald met my parents already and it turned out well.
My dad and Mum said he is nice and so did tita.
My mum said we looked nice together lol.
GErald thinks my dad is cool and strict. lol.
He thinks my family's fun. Well duh! It runs in the family..This is Chelsea your talking about. lol.
lol. Im kidding.
This Sunday he is meeting my whole wacky bunch. He is nervous. Very Nervous but i think he'll be fine. It's me that will suffer with embarassment. Like yesterday! ARGH!
My Dad gave the two boys as in Gerald and Leslie a question to ask us. Leslie asked the most smartest question. WHat was your most embarassing moment. I swear i started tearing after that! omg!
I can't believe they know our embarrassing secrets!
AHH!
I was crying. I got so damn scared!lol!
I feel stupid now lol.
Ok anyways im happy i know his mum sis and bro and he knows my dad mum and tita and cristy. haha! Im a happy girl.
Im always happy but Gerald makes it brighter. lol.
Can't wait to see him on Sunday.
~Late at night when all the world is sleeping, i stay up and think of you~
Hi Alyssa! lol.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/14/2006 10:56:00 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Hello Bloggers.Im suppose to be in band but as usual i woke up late. Anyway yesterday i went out with Gerald yesterday to watch a movie called trust the man. Not bad. My first NC 16 show. Awesome! lol. Like finally!
After the movie went to walk around plaza sing after lunch. Yeap. Then we went to his house. I was a little nervous but I told myself to calm down and just be me. Simple young Chelsea. not old. Young. lol.
His mum is nice and talkative which allows me to talk or i'll just be really quiet lol. His sister is adorable. haha! She is so nice to talk to and hang around with. We totally can communicate like how me and my girly's communicate. Awesome! His brother is kinda quiet though so i did'nt really get to talk to him but oh well im happy. Basically their really nice people. Their really friendly too!
haha! oh his dog Chocolate is nice to pet. It looks like an angel when it's sleeping. lol.
Anyway it's Gerald's turn to have dinner with my family along with Cristy's boyfriend, Leslie. Im so happy!! I love him. Just simply love him without explanation. lol.
=)
Hi Alyssa! i know you're reading all this. lol. You can come to my house one day. And we all could go shopping and do our nails and what's not. lol.
Feel free to tag my board. lol. I know your fingers are itching. and oh..
Alyssa.. St**** *ahem*
lol. Toodles sister-in-law.
With much love!
Chels.
~I just called to say i love you, I just called to say how much i care~
Posted by Chelsea at 12/12/2006 11:38:00 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Im so sad!!I got camp tomorrow. I mean i am happy for camp but i won't get to see Gerald!!
I miss him so much! I wished he lived nearer!!
I can't wait till monday. I wanna see ya soon! I love ya loads.
=(..
~my love, you're the one. i give all my love to you now i reside in you and i trust you.~
~beautiful soul and my light.~
~i just miss him so much, missing a piece of me~
Posted by Chelsea at 12/08/2006 01:44:00 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
My feelings for today.I dunno what to name this poem though.. lol
You are something i've been searching,
all my pre-teen life.
That same rushing feeling,
when a girls in love,
thinking of her prince at night.
The thoughts that went through my head,
each lit up a smile,
and gave me a weird little giggly laugh.
Holding hands,
gave me the shivers.
Shivers, right down my spine.
Oh,
how i loved thee,
darling prince of mine.
The rest is too secret,
my feelings to intense to describe.
But my prince,
we knew how we felt when
our lips touched,
i knew it felt divine.
Posted by Chelsea at 12/06/2006 09:36:00 PM
Hey Hey my faithful readers. (if there are any) lol.
Just got back like two hours ago.
Today i took a big leap of faith and decided to meet Dearest Gerald along with Cristy and her Boyfriend, Leslie.
I did'nt regret it. Not at all. =)
WHen we met at him at Douby Gaught i got so shy. I did'nt even dare to walk with him. haha!.
But i warmed up after 5 minutes and i felt ok already. lol. Handed him his present which was suppose to be given to him like Wednesday which is currently today but since we met i gave it to him.
AFter which, all four of us went to vivo city.That mall is SHOPPING HEAVEN!
i could drop dead shopping there. hahaha.
But anyway back to us.
WE watched a movie at vivo city. The theatres there are very good. Very spacious.
WE watched Deck the halls. It was funny and it made me tear a little cause there were some words that really touched me. =)
However, It was freezing cold in there. lol.
After the movie went to some skyline Garden. It was raining so we could'nt see the beauty of the place. yeap.
But still spectacular to me.
Then went to eat. I could'nt really eat i had some stomach pains but i did'nt really care.
Then went to the candy ampire cause Leslie Daniel wanted to go there.
AFter that got back to sembawang and went to sembawang beach.
Then we went home. In the middle there were alot of things going on but This blog is to public so im not gonna say it here except that
I LOVE YA GERALD!!
muah! Happy 17th Birthday Sweetums!
Oh.. single and ready to mingle is no more.. cause now im attached and deeply in love with my one and only Gerald.
this princess is happy..
Posted by Chelsea at 12/06/2006 01:03:00 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Hey hey!Just got Back From The Standard Chartered Competition/PErfromance/Cheer [Rhthym of the race competition]
It's where bands compete for the place for the best encouragers.
only got one thing to say.
WE WON!!!!!!!!!!
first place -rhthym of the course category and a cash prize of $1500
haha.
It all began early in the morning.
I was really excited about it cause somewhere in me told me everything would end out well and it did. In fact, it ended better than Well. It ended perfect. Actually i woke up late. We had to be in school by 6.30 am but i woke up at 6am cause i slept at 1. I was tlaking to hannah and Zubai so i can't blame them. My girlys!
So i rushed in the bathroom, took a bath, put on my contact lenses and put on my jeans my belt and band t, tied my hair and stuff.
Had to eat Breakfast but i rushed so i drank three gulps of Milk and a slice of bread and butter which i eventually threw half way cause i was just too exctited to even eat. I did'nt even take my Medicine. lol.
SO cristy was freaking pissed with me already cause we were gonna be late. SO reached school.
Only to find out that the rest were sitting outside the gate because it was still lock so we sat with them outside the gate. Felt like some midnight society or some illegal gathering haha.
I should have just taken my time to eat and take my medicine like a proper girl but no, i had to rush like a psycho cause we thought we were late and Cristy was Frustrated with me for always delaying the time. lol.
The funniest thing is. We kept poking fun at Fikri. Poor guy! lol.
80 ways to tie a tie.
As usual i was being crazy and making myself look like a total lame O'.
I was like. What's the fifth way to tie a tie? lol.
Wanna get a hot babe? learn to tie a tie. lol.
And all that crappy shit. lol.
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GOd i was so lame today.
But heck i made them laugh and i made myself laugh so im happy.
Besides winning i had so much fun and memories that will last me a lifetime. Now, that's pricelss. The runners were very happy with our performance and so were the judges.
WE even walked with them and mind ya it was quite far. Quite only. lol. But i was tired! On top of that i have'nt got back my voice fully yet and i was screaming and cheering and shouting. It was too much fun not to.
After playing awhile, we took a break but Christina, Cristy and I decided to run with the runners awhile and make a U-turn somewhere. lol. So we did. We ran and made so much noise. lol.
WE had fun.
Percussion Solo. Gimmicks and everything. AWESOME! no better word to describe it. Just simply Awesome. I bet ya we wowed the judges.
Hey it took a lot of practice so gives us a little credit. lol.
Trumpets. HOT HOT HOT! You people are Hot!
Saxaphone. JAZZY! lol
Actually we were suppose to be stationary but we decided to be more spontaneous and walk with them. lol. On the way back to the place where we were suppose to stand i just could not take it anymore. I was freaking tired. Tom carried my drum and i carried his trumpet.
He was like. Woah this is heavy. lol. THen i told him. Now you know. But thanks anyway Tom!
He carried my drum alot today. Thanx alot yea..
Anyway it rained so this family in some big shelter they had some party welcomed us to sit there for awhile. THey were so kind. And i met a dog named "Flash". He was such a cutie pie!
Loves loves loves! It was a beagel. I called it a "hot" dog. because i found it gorgeous. lol.
Besides that. Ms Pan was very chirpy today. lol. Ms Maria as usual, smiling all the time.
It was such an incredible day. I am so happy.
Firstly this year, is great,
Secondly Gerald now in my life, the best
Now this, winning of the Rhthym of the race competition against very good schools, was perfect.
Whats next??
Hopefully my Nlevel results turn out great as well.
Im Ecstatic.
Beyond words to describe my emotions playing everywhere around me.
i love it.
I just simply love it. Im so blessed. Im so lucky. I love my life.
Just simply love my life.
If i could be young forever i would. I wanna have fun everyday and never grow old.
There were too many things that happened today that i don't think i can write it all down or it'll end up like some essay. lol.
Anyway,we won. lol. I just can't believe it!!
However if we did'nt win we would still be happy because we had truckloads of fun.
But we WON!!
so PERFECT!
Everything has been going perfect for me. Im ECSTATIC!
ok. Now im really tired so im just gonna sleep right now. toodles my loved ones.
MUAH!
Posted by Chelsea at 12/03/2006 02:59:00 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
I never knew i could find,someone so perfect in my eyes.
Now that i found it,
why am i scared of thine?
Posted by Chelsea at 12/01/2006 05:56:00 PM
My Young Ones.The pieces that we took so long to build
now slowly shattering right before our eyes.
My young ones what have you done,
to this precious lulaby?
I yearn to speak out,
but small am I.
My young ones,
if im not the right one,
then who am I?
I've thought so long of what to say,
now i finally came to a stop.
If my help is what you do not need,
then granted is your wish in deed.
