Saturday, September 30, 2006

Hey one and all..

I know i said the post before was the last one that i will post but i really have to express my gratitude to my darling sister and MY dearest friends. SO here goes..

On my birthday i did'nt know what the hell was going on. Everyone was ignoring me and not telling me anything even Hannah and Syafiq had their lips sealed. I was feeling so left out on my birthday in school. I actually cried because i was thinking what the hell was wrong with my friends althought i still loved them loads i was pretty upset lol..

Hannah bought me a oreo cheese cake to cheer me up which she really didnt have to do while syafiq just kept the big secret unawared to me. Omg this really funny. Imagining this whole think makes me laugh myself silly. Zhi Min and Ru yan bought me a rose and i was really contented.

However yesterday Project J surprised me by Giving me roses again lol and a sweet card filled with wonderful messages that i sincerely love. I did'nt expect anything from them. They were wuch darlings.. lol.. It's all thanks to Daffy. Im guessing she planned it all.

In the morning i woke up. I saw this really big red card on my table. I think it was bigger than my table in fact but standing up. I woke up i put on my Specs (Yes i wear specs but i put contacts when im out most of the time except when im lazy). I saw so many pictures and messages. There were 28 messages al together from 28 different people. All consisting of My family, My CLose Friends, Project J, Syafiq and Hannah (My besties) and even Cristy's Friends.

I was so bloody touch. Cristy was the one who put her heart and soul to it. Leslie helped her, Daffy kept it a secret from me. I heard Del Hid it Under her Butt when i was coming. I heard from Cristy Leslie ANd Sebas where bickering lol. I wonder how they hid it from me because i was in the room and i was in school. My poor sister alept like 3am -4am every day. Omg.. She is so sweet. I love her man. Now i know why Debra Bel and Christopher kept asking me to go to the church canteen to buy a drink with them. When i asked them why do you need so many people to carry one can of drink Chrictopher came up with this line which i think i would not forget

He said" Im scared of the dark" with his puppy dog face lol.
I was like " Im scared of the dark too. SO waht we go down to gether and get scared together is it?" haha

It was so funny.

I wanna Say Thank you To so many people but i don't want to forget anyone so i shall classify you guys in groups.

1. Family espeacially Cristy for putting her hardwork into my card and making everyone keep this a secret from me. You are such a darling. You are my Best friend, My Sister, My everything.. You are Important to me. I know i get so protective sometimes but that's because i love you.. oh and irritating you is my habit since i was young.. I love you loads.. YOu make me smile when im down. You cry with me when im sad, You're slly with me when im silly. WE fight and after that we start laughing about it. haha.. I love you luh.. YOu're damn sweet. Hurry up and get the guy of your dreams.. I know he is really sweet.. And i can't wait luh..!!


In School..
2.My super Best Friends (Syafiq And Hannah) for totally ignoring me for my own good so i would'nt know.. lol.. you guys are so funny.. I love ya.. School would'nt be school without you You guys are the best. We have absolutely too many pictures together that my at least 1/4 of my com space are taken up by our pictures and another 1/4 by cristy's friends.

3. My Close best friends (yes i have two catogories of best friends) you guys know who you are..
Vigs, Sharon, Tabitha, Zubai, Xinda, Zhi min, Saleena, Yvonne.
We always hang out together at this big table during recess and we make alot if noise at the school grounds and corridors. Constantly taking pictures together.

Other people who i Don't know.. to this friend of cristy who thinks im pretty trhank you.. lol..

Norusha And Leasha for wishing me on Friendster message. Sarah soh as well..

In Church..
1. Project J.. Yes you guys rock my socks.. I love ya. You guys have made me stronger this year. Knowing i can face trials knowing that i can fight whatever that comes before me with GOD Blessing my every move. YOu thought me how to handle things which no one else could have taught. I wanna Say thanx Espeacailly To Daffy For always comforting me when im sad and Always advising me and talking to me. To Jamie for constantly giving me wisdom. To Del, For constantly filling me with the spirit of knowledge every friday through your talks. To Leslie for making me laugh and for talking to me. To Eugene , You are so damn funny with all your silly mama slangs and Mat actions and those ching chong slangs that everyone will laugh.. You making Youth Group lively, To Sebas for filling The room with Song and making it so nice to sing. To Roch For the Ava system without you no music, No singing no praise and worship.. Thanx for wishing me ..

You guys all have special gifts that you have shared with me that i know when i grow with you guys every week i feel a little part of me growing stronger and wiser as well. You guys make me wanna embrace what i have and reach out to those that do not have what i have. You thought me how to link races together that i am fortunate that i can. Because i have so many friends from so many Races and Religions and we all get along really well.

I've grown much more than i've ever grown spiritually this year. I have no idea what i will become if i never found youth group. I would probably be some bitch you know since i thought i could handle anything without help from anyone. However now i know i can always turn to GOd, My Family, you guys, My Friends in school and etc. Thanx for making me closer to GOd. i Don't think i could have done this by myself.

Because of Youth Group i found More Close Friends.... I love you guys.

(Those are for the leaders)

Now comes the people in youth group...
Cristy, Mel, Bel, Chris, Debs, I think the people from christ the king also... Domnique loh, Nicholas Fujioka.. VIcki, Liane.

oh And alot more people in church like,

Lara,
Karen ( not from cat class Karen the other one.. lol..)
Frances.
Auntie Linda
Brian



Lastly My Family.
I put them Last because at the end of the day they are the ones who ultimately supports me in everything i do ( the good things i do ofcourse)

Thanx Dad. YOu have spent so much money on me.. I know i don't deserve it. You deserve it more than i do. I dunno what to do without you daddy. You';re constatly reminiding me that God is always there for me. Like Teaching me what to do in times when im stress or have too much work to do. You even bought me a dog when i was heartbroken last year.. I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! MUAH! I can never live without you

Thanx Mummy, YOu are always taking care of me checking on me when im Sick. You have also spent so much on me my dresses, clothes from boutiques and coture stores. Dresses i seldom where. Shoes. You encouraged me to do something that you know im scared of but you know i will succeed. I lOVE LOVE YOU MUMMY

I dare admit im spoilt. But i am not a brat. Im spoilt by my parents with luxuries that i don't deserve.

Tita the person who takes care of me when my parents are not around. I love you loads. You always comfort me when i cry.. You've been taking care of me since i was a child. I LOVE YA

CRISTY.. You are my one and only sister. I love you to bits and pieces. From every bone in my body. Every blood i carry in me. I love you!!


THANK YOU FOR EVEYTHING ALL OF YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME!!!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/30/2006 11:35:00 AM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Alrighty then.

It's my 16 birthday. It aint exactly sweet but it is definitely sick. Yes, im serious when i say i am not well on my birthday. I went back home half way during school. I was feeling damn drowsy. Ahh! On all the days this stupid virus could choose, it chose today. The irony!

Oh well at least i had some cool presents.

My dad-He gave me a samsung Mp3 and $50 and $300 worth of shopping which includes a $60 blouse from NafNaf and another $70 blouse from dorothy perkins and a $80 pair of cool jeans also from dorothy perkins. Shoes from theme 3 pairs. Swimming costume .. cant remember how much but yeap.. Thanx daddy..Oh yea and My rose Felt cake..Love roses.. lol


Zhi Min and Ru yan- Thanx for the Red rose and card. i love it.. Although the rose is fake at least it has a scent on it.. Thanx yea.

Auntie Linda- Thanx for that angel Handphone chain and it's white, i love white.. it's really cute.. love it.

Sarah (cousin)-Thanx for the purple adidas watch. i love it.. Really cute. Looks good on my wrist haha..

Auntie Mimi-Thank you for the Lengerie.. lol.. The hot red top and My new Bonia bag..Thanx yea!!

Lets see..

Oh and to the people who greeted me..My Family, Sarah soh and Lee, Hannah, Syafiq, Zhi Min, Ru yan, Saleena, Tabitha, Melvindar, Bel, Debs, auntie Mimi, Auntie judy, Uncle Mickey, uncle Jack, Uncle Robert, Hendricks siblings, Leslie, Daffy, Amin, Vigs, Sharon, Zubai, Cecilia, Nicholas Tay, Valerina, Vicki, Frances Lee, Jaclyn, Diyana, Roch. YEap.. i THINK thats about it.. if i forgot to mention names im really sorry.. inform me i'll add it up there..

Anyway since my birthday is half over this will be my last post untill my Nlevels are over and probably untill after my trip to Philippines.

So some last words of wisdom to make up for the things that have been pulling you guys down Real sorry for my sucky mood this week. Not feeling well and all.. So here..


"never regret the things you do , the people you meet, the relationships that failed, instead look ahead because there is always something beautiful infront of your eyes. Take the opportunity to grab it before it slips away"

"The feelings might be gone but the memories will always remain"

"YOur first real love will always be remembered and there will always be a place for them in your heart"

"Watch where you're going, don't follow people blindly because they themselves might not know where their heading"

"Love cannot be destroyed it can only be created"

"Anger is one letter away from DANGER" (daddy thought me that)

" ASAP. Always Say A Prayer"

"PUSH. Pray Until Something Happens"

" When you thought you were all alone he , GOd, was actually carrying you"

"There is no love like God's Love"

AMEN!!

Ok that's all i have in my head right now. Those of you who have problems in whatever area i hope you find solace in my words of wisdom. I know the tesion and stress is all there because of exams and ontop of that some have probs at home and with their bf's blah blah.. It's only 5 days to exams and about 9 days to freedom, sweet sweet freedom for those taking N papers..

Do your best guys.. I know english homework has been pulling us down and making us burn the midnight oil but im sure all of this will pay off.
Till then Toodles..

Love loads..Kiss hugs and all that's good..i'll definitely miss blogging..

~Chels~

Posted by Chelsea at 9/27/2006 09:21:00 PM

To all those that greated me for my birthday

Thanx loads.. You guys make it special.. Finally 16.. Nc 16 here i come.. lol

however i am getting older.. jeez.. lol.. thanx.. But before Nc 16 my exams.
Thanx like Truckloads!

Love Chelsea!! Hugs and kisses and all that's good in me.. Muah!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/27/2006 01:21:00 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

DAmn sick, Damn tired. I don't wanna talk about it. 1 more day to the oh so "joyous" occassion.
Rite.. As usual. Can i have the universal remote that they showed in the movie "click". I don't mind fast forwarding to my after N's. i seriously can't wait for it to be over. I have so many things running in my head. Sometimes i just wanna sleep it away.

~ It's times like these where silence means everything And no one is to know about this ~

Posted by Chelsea at 9/26/2006 01:35:00 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

Im really pissed. Who the hell is that SOMEONE to tag MY SISTER's BLOG?
Hey Miss haha *****, can you leave her alone? Are you some kinda saddists? You know what? come to my blog and start tagging stupid nothings.. Im sure i'll have a good laugh.

You really do entertain me and i don't mean it in a good way ok. I was really bored at home until Cristy told me there was some bitch tagging her blog. I needa to blow at someone so will you come down to my blog and do me a favour I'll be pretty pleased. Infact, I would have loads of fun mocking you over and over again until you smell defeat like you never smelt it before. Now that is what i call saddists. Let me teach you something yea. Before you bitch someone write your proper name down and have some guts ok. Number 2, go up to his or her face. Oops you currently failed because im sure you would'nt dare. My sister will be waiting for you to show up and when you do be ready to see hell infront of your eyes. Be prepared to taste words of hurt cutting you into little biddy pieces shredding your every inner confidence you ever had.

Oh yea why dont you come to me instead ill have fun shouting at you. Haha.. i could see it all now, Some whacko like you screaming at yourself saying your a fool. You think it's fun ey? Let me show you what i call fun.. ANd trust me it's really really pretty. so pretty that your eyes would have to bleed to see it.

Oh yea 1 more thing, quit being a baby.

"oh i have jo now .. "

So what if you have jo ey?? Cristy has loads more queing up for her. Oh zip it? You think im a busy body ey.. Let me show you how in-the-way i can get when it comes to my sister. ANd let me show you what a bitch i can really be if you even lay one finger on my sister, You understand ?

Oh im not angry. Dun worry. Im furious . pipping mad. Infact im having alot of fun mocking you right here on my blog. How does it feel? Your name or what i would say your nickname,, miss haha ** is'nt it??
HOw does it feel being infamous? Nice tasting eveil ey? Why don't you shuv it up your ass to?
Oh be afraid.. Quiver with fear. I'll be here in-the-way. I love being in the way.

Like what God says " Im in you and you are in me"

Im in my sister and she's in me. You touch her you touch me you scold her you scold me. YOu bitch her you bitch me. YOu fight her you fight me.

Let me see your pitiful face, your dreadful smile your blood shot eyes bleeding infront of me. Let me see your horrid face begging me to let you off the hook.

I'll be waiting.. My sister will be waiting. Oh let this be a fair fight.. no kicking punching nonsense . Let's see how powerful your words are. I'll be the judge of that..

Haha! I laugh at the face of evil..A face like yours..

Posted by Chelsea at 9/25/2006 08:48:00 PM

I did'nt go to school today. I had major bad cramps in the middle of the night yesterday and i started puking. I sat at my living couch lying there in deep thought. I had some sad memoirs running in my head and some happy ones. One of the memories i remembered was Cristy and I banging on the piano when we were kids and the chaos we used to create in the house. Haha. I then looked at the picture sitting on my coffee table and saw the picture of my late grandma and started crying. Somehow i felt her presence yesterday. The silence last night was so deafening. i could hear my heart beat like a thousand drums. I hugged the pillow on the couch close and cried to myself. I took panadol and a glass of warm water and then went back to sleep at 2+ am.
My mum woke me up today and i told her i was'nt feeling very well. I guess im really stress ontop of that im really upset. My 16 birthday is sorta ruined. I got to study on my birthday and stay at home instead of having fun. Ontop of that i've got English homework. I seriously don't feel like going to school on my Birthday. I don't want to see anyone. I know im complaining but how can i not? it's my 16 birthday its suppose to be sweet and everything. It's more like stressed 16 birthday. Im terribly upset. Whatever, i'm over that. I know birthday's are just another day. Look on the bright side rite? I still have my 18th and 21st birthday.. lol.

I know all this will pass soon. I need to strive on and get my mind lock tight on my nlevels that will be commencing next week. AFter that i could maybe take a breather and enjoy my holidays. Just two more weeks to freedom. Sweet, sweet, freedom.

~ Just think of this and me as just a few of many things to lie around to clutter up your shelves And I wish you weren't worth the wait because there's some thing's I'd like to say to you...~

Posted by Chelsea at 9/25/2006 01:37:00 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

If i just breathe everything will be alright. I wanna let this pass. Like always. I keep having these occuring dreams over and over again. Am i afraid? I know i've always been. I never dared to venture out of my safe zone after i got emotionally destroyed last year. I then say it again, Im gonna let this go because i know it was and it is never meant. It would take a great deal to melt this ice around me and i know no one will give their efforts to move this big boulder from my once loved heart. It would take a love so strong to melt the ice i've caved my heart in. I know that it's stupid but that's the way i feel and i know i can't help but rant my feelings out and put on a strong hold.

Posted by Chelsea at 9/24/2006 07:52:00 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Im finding Arduous doing all these English homework. It is seriously dfraning my spirit to study my other Subjects. Where is Mr Rag?? He always voices out what we need to study and whether our work load is too much. I got to be frank, having Mrs Whey and Mr Raj gone for the eman time kinda sucks. Im worried My science will drop terribly. On top of MY English i gotta study my Dreadful Geography. Where is Mdm Tng? I need her for My F&N.

Mr Raj has a new baby because his wife gave birth,
Mrs Whey has A new Baby,
Mdm teng injured herself.

jeez.. talk about luck..

Anyway im still angry with the fact that im hearing prom is gonna be cancelled. How can that be? Its is not fair that the seniors get proms and we don't get them. Ok lets not talk about fair. It's cruel and heartless. It is so disheartening. my last years in CAnberra being Such a drag with the new principle. Why did Mr Puvan have to go..

I feel so disheartened and disspointed with the way our school is being run right now. I have absolutely no mood to study with all these things in my head. Studying is not everything. it is something good for us but its not Everything. Once again. Humans not Droids..
As usual we can't voice out because we're "little" people and their so superior.
I hatge it when we're being degraded like that. Mr Puvan always listens to suggestions. Oh ya one more teacher that bugs me..

Mrs Yap.. that lady with the cane. Seriously she is a real busy body and she is blur. She totally told us the wrong date for our GCE Nlevel exam. Everyone got so frustrated wondering what is correct so the whole NA cohord had to ask miss Sasi. Miss Sasi, by her expression got little frustrated. She had to sort things out and talk to Mrs Yap.

ANyway i gtg toodles!!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/23/2006 10:51:00 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

taken from Zubai.....
Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
And there you have it...
01 How does the world see me? Why don't you kiss her (Jesse Mcartney)
02 Will I have a happy life? Beat of my Heart (hilary Duff)
03 What do my friends really think of me? Promiscuios Girl (Nelly Furtado)
04 Do people secretly lust after me? Baby it's you (jojo)
05 How can you be happy? unfaithful (Rihanna)
06 What should I do with my life? too much to ask (Avril Lavgne)
07 Why must life be so full of pain? What's left of me (Nick Lachey)
08 Will I ever have children? Catch your wave (Click Five)
09 Will I die happy? Straight Jacket Feeling (All-AMercan rejects)
10 What is some good advice for me? Emotional (Diana Degarmo)
11 What is happiness? Give EM hell kid (MCR)
12 What's my favourite fetish? Rumours (Lindsay Lohan)
13 How will I be remembered? Fly away (Nelly)
14 What is your love life like? Fighter (christina Aguilera)
15 What's your life motto? Jesus you are my Best friend ( Hillsong)
16 What do your parents think of you? WE're all in this together ( Highschool musical)
17 What's your favourite hobby? Cheetah sisters (Cheetah girls)
18 What does your best friend really think of you? Run it (Chris brown)
19 What's the worst thing about you? Helena (MCR)
20 Describe your mind. Wher'd you go (FOrt Minor)
21 How will you die? Photo (Ryan cabrera)
22 How does your crush feel about you? I can't hate you anymore (nick Lachey)
23 What is your wedding going to be like? Girls just wanna have fun ( Cyndi Lauper)
24 What about your honeymoon? i will sing (hillsong)
25 Describe the last day of your life. Resign (Click five)
26 Why does life suck? For you i will -confidence (teddy geiger)
27 Why does life rule? through it all (hillsong)
28 What will you be famous for? So long sweet summer (Dashboard Confessional)
29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? I believe I can fly ( R.Kelly)
30 Will you achieve your goals? Addicted (kelly clarkson)
31 What will your future job be like? I want you back (Nsync)
32 Your party life? All i need is you (Hillsong)
33 Overall, will you be happy? I hate myself for losing you (Kelly Clarkson)
34 Or will you just deal with it? There is none like you (Hillsong)

Posted by Chelsea at 9/19/2006 02:01:00 PM

Today was absolutely funfunfun! However i was kind of lazy to get up and go to school but i did get up eventually and i went to school all dazed and dreamy looking. MY friends were all so nice asking how i was and everything. Thanx darls!

I did'nt do my chemistry homework. I forgot! haha but im handing it in tmr. I plan to study Geography today. Speaking about Geography i wanna say thanx to Dominique for teaching me map reading. Haha! Anyway this week there is no Youth praise and worship so im more relaxed. I don't know whther i can make it next week. I'ts super near my N's. However if i don;t go i'll feel like there's something missing. Haha!

Ok back to my day.. During PE.
Played Badminton. We kept laughing! We didn't really play properly. Syafiq, Vigs, Saleena and Sharon. WE were laughing the enitire time. How to run when we were laughing like crazy? lol.
It was so fun. In the end i played with Xinda so we played it seriously.

During RECESS..
AS usual, Hannah, Zubai, Syafiq, Vigs, Sharon, Tabitha and Ain we went recess together. After Recess we went to the toilet so syafiq had to wait outside. Duh he is a boy.. lol..
Guess what..
WE pulled him in the toilet and shuved him in the cubical.. HAHAH!
It was so funny.. After awhile we decided to let him out so i had to go check whther any teacher was outside the girls toilet. THe CLEANER came in so syafiq had to run back to the cubical to hide.. LOL...then we were laughing so bad that the cleaner asked why were we laughing so sharon said there was a boy in the toilet and the cleaner then decided to just step outside.
VIGNES.. the super clever one told Syafiq that the cleaner when she was actually outside the doorr haha.. He ran out and he got a nag from the cleaner haha.. ANd on top of that there were girls outside the toilet so he came out of the Girls toilet with embarrassment..
HAHA! that silly boy!

That willbe one Secondary school memory i will most definitely won't forget. haha!

ok people i wanna rest now so toodles..!!

Love, hugs, kisses, and all things good!..

Posted by Chelsea at 9/19/2006 01:36:00 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

Days go by fast. Im quite nervous actually. N'levels and everything. It might actually drive me to insanity. Im going nuts with all this workload being put on me. I just can't wait for this to be over. I just wanna chill and have fun you know. Laid back life is the way to go. unfortunately Living in Singapore means getting the grades to get the good jobs. It's seriously draining my interests to study. How to study? ENglish!! F&N!! those stupid homework. I Dread it!
I see no point in this. Like seriously!

We have to study Geog and Science too incase You dun realise it Teachers. Stop giving us too much of something!! HAven't you heard the phrase??

"too much of something is bad"

Well you should, you're an English teacher and it's bad that you're giving us too much homework. We gotta study. Yes we know we have lots of time after school and all that blah blah shit. We have a life outside of school you know. Besides being a student we're daughters/sons we got things to do at home. WE got things to worry about. So quit being so selfish! Give us Our time back. Seriously if i fail my other subjects excluding Chinese its 100% absolutely the fault of the teachers who give us too much.. I repeat TOO MUCH WORK!!

We're not robots, droids wateva we're humnan beings who have lives, limited energy to keep carrying on with this shit.

Mr principal. You are SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY out of your mind. You're heartless! Hello how can you take away graduation night.. our prom.. ARE YOU MAD!!! YOU'RE HEARTLESS!!!
everyone is waiting for that!! how could you.. You're such an ASS!!! I can't stand it..
What kind of pricipal takes away everything.. I repeat WE'RE NOT DROIDS!! we're HUMANS!! We got Feelings and WE WANT OUR PROM .. YOU GET IT!!!

IM so freaking PISSED! I hate my school's system.. SUCKS!!! If any teacher sees this.. Please.. like do something.. you think our lives are easy? Let me see you handle it!! oh i forgot.. Your superior and everything.. RITE>!! My arse!

toodles everyone..
Im sure all students agree with this..

Posted by Chelsea at 9/18/2006 09:57:00 PM

WHat does my Name Mean??

My Opinions are in blue

C- You're wild and crazy.(damn rite!)
H- You have a very good personality and looks.(uhuh! funny!)
E- Damn good kisser.(haha..probably )
L- you live to have fun.(Yeap!)
S- Easy to fall in love with.(that one im not sure.im easy to like but love im not sure)
E- Damn good kisser.
A- You like to curse alot.(not true! not always!! not alot either!)

A- You like to curse alot.
N- You are dead sexy.(Rite.. Joke of the year!)
N- You are dead sexy.
E- Damn good kisser.

R- Fcukin Crazy(YEAP!!..my friends all know!~!)
O- You are one of the best in bed.(uhhuh.. funny.. )
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.(ask my friends)
R- Fcukin Crazy
I- You have a fine ass (No comments!!.. look away people.* turns away in embarrasment)
G- You never let people tell you what to do.(DAMN RITE!)
U- You really like to chill.( loves it!)
E- Damn good kisser.
S- Easy to fall in love with.

Try it..

A- You like to curse alot.
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- you live to have fun.
M- one to have fun.
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fcukin Crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- one of the best damn bf/gf no one could ask for.
Z- Always ready.

Posted by Chelsea at 9/18/2006 04:18:00 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Sorry not done posting. I seriously need to get this out of my mind.

This person. You know who you are.
I know you're not happy with me and everything but please dun act like you care or anything. It's so fake like plastic. It's seriously irritating.
THere is only one person im referring this to. I hope you read it!

Clean up your act its seriously Disturbing.

Posted by Chelsea at 9/17/2006 10:38:00 PM

Just got back from Afena's party. Im totally poofed out. I still have to do my Homework which sucks.
MS Wong is really mad! She gave us 18 sets of homework all the way up to The start of N'levels. Does'nt she like know English is not the only subject that we have to study for. She's so irritatng i tell you. 11 essays is enough, now she bombs another 18 sets of compre and situational writing at us. I am sewriously beginning to hate English period ALOT!

I still have maths to study for, My combined science not to mention Geography.. memorise, memorise memorise. Jeez! does'nt she have brains to think.

"it's just one hour and 30mins"
We have a life too you know Ms.Wong.

jeez! I miss Mrs Tirlangi. Ms wong is seriously over the top with these homeworks
Oh well i hope that hardwork pays off in the end. It better!

ANyway my dear bloggers. I gotta complete my assignments before my ass gets fried tomorrow so toodles.. BYE.. MUAH!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/17/2006 10:02:00 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

So it's in the afternoon, broad daylight, i just woke up. Why is it im feeling like crap today?
Im feeling so down like i can't breathe. It's as if im being suffocated in my own life. The heaviness in my heart is slowly drowning me. It's so weird because yesterday i was all smiles. How can it be that today that im so sad today when i just woke up?

I really feel like im not good enough. Like i could be better but i just can't. Like i could grab what i want but i can't. Show me the meaning..
What is it that you want me to see?
what is it that you want to prove?

Have'nt you prove that im not good enough.
Yes i know..
I'll never be. full stop.


Im lost.. what's my purpose?
I forgot or maybe i never knew.
Was i just walking through life blindly?
perhaps i was.

Im lost..

Posted by Chelsea at 9/16/2006 12:53:00 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

"This and that" blah blah..

I had a very irritating day. I don't want to talk about it. Im so frustrated!!
Yes Chelsea is smiling but not for long. When im sad " Why you so sad?" When im happy "Wateva chelsea!" Ahh!

What the hell! Im just frustrated. Frustrated frustrated frustrated!!! It's not the stress! What?
Perhaps myself! Frustrated with myself? Perhaps. Im frustrated with the day. AM i not suppose to feel happy? So why don't you call me sour puss chelsea won't it sound better.

You are such a contradiction! Aww look at Chelsea she's sad.. (when im sad)
When im happy.. Chelsea what the heck!..

Whatever. Just bug off and leave me alone. F>Y>I!!!
it does'nt stand for for your info.. it satnds for something else.

I hate it.! I hate it for now. Im am so frustrated. I've been keeping it in the whole day. Wateva. I don't care anymore. It's a whole new cycle. cycle of the same history repeats. Why don't i just like stand back and not do anything. Like always. Wateva.. i've had it with this crap..

No use blogging or listening to my opinions.. It never ever gets heard. Why? oh chelsea is too young.. chelsea is too this chelsea is too that. Say.. just say it.. Im not good enough! I never was. I need to be told what to be. I hate it!
For once. I would love someone who would let me be who i am and not what they want me to be. Im Chelsea Anne Rodrigues. Can you not see my name? do you not call me by chelsea? So don't expect me to be some princess out of some weirdo castle or something you can push and boss around. I can be nice but don't ever step on my head. I hate it!

I rarely get angry like this. When i do, it means i was very very irritated. Say what you want to say. I give up.. I've had it already! This is the last straw.

Count to 10 and all that bullshit doesn't work.

IM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED!!

Give me a hailer! i wanna scream so everyone will know how irritated i feel!. You don't realise it yea? Because i don't show it! That's why.. i did'nt want to spoil the atmosphere any further.

Jeez!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/14/2006 11:16:00 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I was Tagged by Zhi Min to do this "oh so random 7 things."

Here you go:

7 weird facts about me
1.I make up stupid songs when im perky.
2.I love my cereal in the morning to be soggy not crunchy.
3.I dun eat meat except fish and seafood.
4.I talk to myself in my room when i need to think through important stuff
5.I believe in Fairy Tales
6.I still believe in Santa Claus (i know its childish but thats me..I don't wanna grow up too fast)
7.I wanna be young forever

7 habits about me
1. Constant day dreaming in class
2. Always leaving my closet open
3. Leaving my glass on the table
4. I love to kid around
5. I always hit my Dad's big tummy.
6. I make everything a joke
7. Big spender. (Shopping haha)

7 things about me .
1. My Family And friends comes first besides GOD
2. Im a hopeless romantic
3. I love a bouquet of red and white roses
4. Im always mistaken as the younger sister because im playful
5. Im mischievious and playful but i know when to be sensible
6. I love poetry
7. Im single!! lol!! *hint hint* hahah...

7 people to do this .
EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS..

compulsory people:Cristy Rodrigues, Hannah Rodriguez, Zubaida,

Posted by Chelsea at 9/12/2006 08:47:00 PM

Hey guys!

I came to school with high spirits. I was happy and perky. I have to admit i was day dreaming half the time. I looked so silly. Lol! Today had P.E i did'nt play netball because i play it everyweek and i was getting bored of the game. Sorry girls!! I played badminton instead. It was damn fun. Three people against me. Hilarious. I played badminton with Ru yan, Zhi Min, Xinda, Kian Leng, Vignes, Chuan Xun and Jian Han. Haha! SO fun!!! Im like super hyped up. All i wanna do is play something. Maybe i'll play badminton tmr again.

However Syafiq had to ruin my mood and everything. He was such an irritant! But what the heck.. i don't really care anymore. ALl is forgiven. Anyway had this super long day of maths. Ahh! It was so tiring. Anyway went back with Syafiq and Hannah. I went to hannah's place to chill then went to Sun plaza to buy my stuff. Hannah went to meet Min after that. She forgot that they were suppose to meet at Admiralty. lol.. she was really blur today.

Tomorrow another session of marking papers. That Miss wong as usual. So tiring! Next time i should write my essays like super super bad then she would'nt ask me to mark her dirty work.
ok dokes people gotta go now so toodles. Hugs and More Loves!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/12/2006 05:39:00 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

Hey guys!

I finally finished my 11 essays and handed it up with a smile. However, Miss wong is still a psycho. I thought doing 11 essays meant she marking 400+ essays but knowing my bad luck i was wrong!

She appointed like 6 people in my class including me who are most of the time gramatically sound to mark 2 essays of everyone in our group. i had to check for grammatical mistakes i bloody 6 essays. AHH!! Carla's handwriting was atrocious i tell you!! (sorry carla.. lol). I was so furious like it's her job to mark how could she ask us to mark ya know.

"I want you guys tom improve thats why" she says.

Yea we all know Miss Wong. Lazy bum! lol. Im kidding! Miss wong is a good teacher she is just really smart in getting us to do work work work. Man oh man! She is Psychotic! Psycho psycho psycho. I know this will benefit us for our N'levels but doing 11 essays and marking your group memebers two topics is NUTS!!

I was so tired and like so crazy i made up this stupid song on the way home with Hannah, Syafiq and Zubaida.

I fell asleep in Geography class,
Miss wong came in and allmost kicked my ass,
i should have gave a big fat fart i guess,
oh then she'll be blessed!!

Haha! i was like really silly.. lol.. i sang it in opera style lololol!! HAHAH!

Anyway im so tired im going to take a nap. i gotta go tto church for prac later so toodles..!
Muah. Hugs and Kisses. Loves!

Posted by Chelsea at 9/11/2006 02:41:00 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Posted by Chelsea at 9/09/2006 02:28:00 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

6 essays done and 5 more to go. In a really ironic way im having a good time writing it. I guess it helps me not only learn English but it helps me look into my life more deeply with meaning. I have been going through past issues and events and commented on them in my essays. Each essay was wrote with livid meanings but i reckon Miss Wong would say it is not good enough. Yes. I know i write like a typical AMerican girl and i knwo the markers are from cambridge. She was so sacarstic to me but i guess she only has my best interests at heart. I have to admit, she is a little too over the top but she is most definitely a good teacher. It is better than getting Miss Joyce lee, now that is scary.

Hearing her name gives me the shivers. She is just plain scary.

Today is the 8th September. I can't wait. At least i get to go shopping all i want =) and roses from my Dad. hahaha! i love roses. I am insane. Anyway Chinese N'levels and Social studies are finally over.

Let's see. Chinese. As usual, I dunno wat the hell i wrote (lol) i did my best i hope i can at least pass the damn paper. Chinese is not my forte. On the other hand, I found social Studies rather easy. What i studied came out. Thank God! Actually i did study all but the structured question there was one theme that i studied for days and hours. I am glad all that stress, crying and Hardwork paid off but yes, i know don't ever count my chickens before they are hatched.
The results will show whether i studied or not. Man! the results. Another torturing, nerve-wrecking wait. Ahh! At least i get to run away for a week after the Nlevels in October. Philippines, here i come!

The paper im hoping will not pull my grades down is geography. I do not know nuts about map reading. I've got to brush up alot on it and polish. Wateva. There is so much to do but there is so little time.

Anyway this is for Hannah:

You may think of all the memories,
his kisses and sweet romances.
When you feel like you are drowning,
come up to the surface.

Reality is hard but you have to face it.
We know you are strong,
fight it.

Boys come and go,
but there are things more important than him.
You've got to hold on,
stand your ground,
You're worth more than his useless words,
It's time to wake up now.

I know it's hard,
but don't throw your life away like its not worth living.
Always remember this phrase,
"every cloud has a silver lining"

~it's not worth spending your life waiting~

Posted by Chelsea at 9/08/2006 01:35:00 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

"11 essays and hand them up on monday, what's so tought about that" she says

Well she's the teacher how would she know. Essays are probably a bed of roses for her. She's Psychotic i tell you. Miss wong you really are. I hope you get the message. I don;t hate you you're just a psycho. 11 essays?? come on give us a break we got N'levels to prepare for you know and not all the papers are english. just fro you we have to burn the midnight oil. Ah!! you're nuts!

someone get me a robot to help me do my 11 dreadfull essays.. make that 8.. i did three of them already and Thank God.

I pray for inspiration to write beautiful stories to touch the heart. I don;t want some crappy story out from some bin. Im not a bum. I want to write good stories.

Anyway, prayed about it i decided. and i will make my decision finale and it does kill me but i have to. This is one of the hardest decisions i have to make. i think this is my 2nd hardest decision i had to make after last year, i pray that it's the right one and that i won't regret it.

I should'nt regret it. I should learn form it instead and make sure i do not do the same when i lead. Chelsea what you're doing must come genuinely from the heart for a good purpose and not a bad one. i pray that i make the write decision. Oh please make it the right decision.

Ok goodnyte people im going to sleep now and continue my 8 essays tmr.
toodles. Loves!.hugs and kisses

Posted by Chelsea at 9/07/2006 02:25:00 AM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Yesterday sent Mr ramu off to the Airport with the rest of my fellow percussion members.
Anyways here are the pics.


Ridwan And I, i could'nt take a pic with rui xiang because he's camera shy

Posted by Chelsea at 9/03/2006 05:44:00 PM

After teacher's day














Nokiaers















Pregnant syafiq. woah!















Aww.. yea rite.. Find another girl.. hurh hurh!















Playing the guitar. :)















4 girls 1 pimp.




















Wtf!! conjoined triplets??















Candid!















Bestfriends Forever















See no evil, Hear no evil, Speak no evil















Forever

Posted by Chelsea at 9/03/2006 05:28:00 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

Posted by Chelsea at 9/01/2006 12:25:00 AM

Chelsea Anne Camilla Rodrigues

The Gift of Love

Love is Patient;
Love is Kind;
Love is not boastful,arrogant or rude.
It does not insist on its own way;
It is not irritable or resentful;
It does not rejoice on wrong-doing,
but in the truth.
It bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things.
Love never ends.

From the Bible
1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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