Sunday, July 30, 2006

Heartaches Of The Past

Tell me,
am i really?
Really what im meant to be?
What was i meant to do?
Why did you have me?

You call me by name,
you call me in spirit,
you touch my heart so deep and livid,
I feel thy fire in it.

I have fallen,
Fallen from so high.
I have dreamt,
you sang to me a lullaby.
Softly whispered in my ears,
telling me i'll be alright,
but what was i meant to do,
when you left me to stray aside.
You said i am strong,
yet i feel so weak.
You said you were here,
but were you really?

I've stumbled hard onto the ground,
you felt my agony.
You saw me cry,
you promised you'd be with me.
You lied,
you never told the truth,
You were just a dream within a nightmare,
my friends all knew.

I should have listened,
but im thankfull i was clueless.
Without that mistake,
i would have never learnt from it.

You taught me how to love,
you taught me how to hate,
you taught me pain.
You were just a beautiful mistake.