Monday, July 31, 2006

Hey bloggers,

I woke up today and dragged myself to the toilet with my blanket around me.
It was freakin' cold.
Anyway my nose is really stuffy from all that commotion yesterday.

Cristy darl..
You're really strong.
Im glad you handled things well.
No matter how bad things are you always believed that everything happens for a reason.
You are the hope in the family and thats why im the sunshine lol.

(long story)

Long story short:
Cristy (my sis) is the hope of the family because she always inspires us to be strong to never give up hope.
Im The sunshine or happiness because im the more smily one and i cheer everyone up.

The whole story yesterday is pretty long but i shall shorten it.

Cristy and Joseph broke up. She was really devastated. She called me to go to her room. I saw her tearing and i knew what was going to happen. I grabbed her Hp and scrolled down the dreadfull message.. She cried.. i cried with her.. Then i felt helpless like i could'nt take the pain away. i felt like i failed as a older sister because i promised my self not to let it ever happen to my sister.

I guess everyone has got to go through it. We cried and cried and cried but she's betta now. She was not totally over it but she somehow broke free from that grief. It was like a miracle. It made me realise that i don't always need to be scared of feeling. Because of her i got back my confidence in helping other people. She made me feel like i was needed again. Like there are people out there who needs my help.

Ok ironic thing is. Her bf called her and wanted to patch. so practically i cried for nothing.. i just felt for her.. Im not a softy ok! she's my sister duh!

2nd thing is..

Because of her. I found out why we're incredibly close.
My aunt told me when were young we were very emotionally connected.
She could feel what i felt and i could feel what she felt.

3rd thing is
We're emotionally connected because when we were born my mum kept our belly buttin cords together.
In phillipines it is said if you keep the belly button cords together the siblings will be incredibly close.

4th thing
I dun think that's true but no harm trying rite. Anyway believe that we would be close even if we did'nt keep the belly button cords..

So thats the whole story of what i found out..
The history of The Rodrigues sistaz bond.

*there is no other best friend like your sister*