Saturday, August 12, 2006

Hey bloggers

Cristy And Joseph are Finally Talking. Im happy for her. All she wanted was for him to talk to her. He said he was scared to talk to her because i was there. LoL.. Sorry cristy!! He said he was scared i would scream at him. lol.

Anyway i woke up today really happy. I had good dreams. Im finally Breaking free.

So its true that dreams do come true after all and that i have to always expect the unexpected. I have always been planning out my day. whether it was gonna be good or bad. Whether i was gonna mess it up.

I have also learnt that if you want very badly to help someone but you know you cant because it is awkward and your scared that i should leave it alone. I should'nt waste my time trying to talk to "you". I know it does'nt sound like me to give up instantaneously but someone told me yesterday why dwell on it, it's only going to make you feel worse. truthfully im tired. We've been going round the bush not talking and talking. If you want to talk, talk. I can't help if you don't talk. Im not God i can;t read you thoughts can I. You were emoing to yourself. I could see that, i could feel that but i can't do anything. We are both in seperate worlds now. I'll take the high road and you take the low.

I would like to say thanx to many people;

God-helping me bump into Iffa yesterday
Iffa-For making my day
Hannah-Always listening to me rant
Zubaida-always being there
Tabitha-always smiling.
Vignes-ALways making me laugh despite how sad i am
Sharon-For being like a grown up, talking to me sensibly.
Syafiq-you make me laugh.
Nicole-for believing that i can do it.
Jamie-Helping me find courage in knowing that what i have is ok and that i can always turn to you for help.
Daffy-For trying to calm me down yesterday and smsing me that i can always rant and bitch to you.
Sebastian-For being there for me and telling me that it's ok and letting me learn. For waiting for Cristy and sending us to the Mrt.
Cristy-I mention you the last because after everything, you are always there. You were always there to help me. Sometimes even acting like to older sister when im being dumb. For standing when you fall.For beingstrong when your weak. For believing there is no love like God's Love. For believing i care for you. For trusting that im always Here for you. For trying to be in my shoes. For feeling what im feeling. WE will Never part. We came out as sisters and we will leave together as sisters.

Everyone here are priceless. They cannot be bought. These are the people who brighten my day. THey give me the courage to carry on. I love yall!