Friday, September 08, 2006

6 essays done and 5 more to go. In a really ironic way im having a good time writing it. I guess it helps me not only learn English but it helps me look into my life more deeply with meaning. I have been going through past issues and events and commented on them in my essays. Each essay was wrote with livid meanings but i reckon Miss Wong would say it is not good enough. Yes. I know i write like a typical AMerican girl and i knwo the markers are from cambridge. She was so sacarstic to me but i guess she only has my best interests at heart. I have to admit, she is a little too over the top but she is most definitely a good teacher. It is better than getting Miss Joyce lee, now that is scary.

Hearing her name gives me the shivers. She is just plain scary.

Today is the 8th September. I can't wait. At least i get to go shopping all i want =) and roses from my Dad. hahaha! i love roses. I am insane. Anyway Chinese N'levels and Social studies are finally over.

Let's see. Chinese. As usual, I dunno wat the hell i wrote (lol) i did my best i hope i can at least pass the damn paper. Chinese is not my forte. On the other hand, I found social Studies rather easy. What i studied came out. Thank God! Actually i did study all but the structured question there was one theme that i studied for days and hours. I am glad all that stress, crying and Hardwork paid off but yes, i know don't ever count my chickens before they are hatched.
The results will show whether i studied or not. Man! the results. Another torturing, nerve-wrecking wait. Ahh! At least i get to run away for a week after the Nlevels in October. Philippines, here i come!

The paper im hoping will not pull my grades down is geography. I do not know nuts about map reading. I've got to brush up alot on it and polish. Wateva. There is so much to do but there is so little time.

Anyway this is for Hannah:

You may think of all the memories,
his kisses and sweet romances.
When you feel like you are drowning,
come up to the surface.

Reality is hard but you have to face it.
We know you are strong,
fight it.

Boys come and go,
but there are things more important than him.
You've got to hold on,
stand your ground,
You're worth more than his useless words,
It's time to wake up now.

I know it's hard,
but don't throw your life away like its not worth living.
Always remember this phrase,
"every cloud has a silver lining"

~it's not worth spending your life waiting~