Saturday, September 09, 2006

Choir

I finally did what i had to do, what i must. It was a hard decision to make and i am glad i had people to guide me espeacially Jamie, Daffy and Val and to console me like Leslie and Dominic (youth group)

I wish choir all the best in everything they do. I hope it will grow bigger and i hope they will reach it's maximum standard. It was something hard for me to do but it was something i knew i had to do. I love choir. It feels like family to me but ever since then i felt like i could'nt fit into that unit anymore. I no longer have a place there in choir. i might have placed myself in that position or maybe it was just time for me to step down. It was probably hard for me to adjust after uncle Paul and uncle Mervyn left, afterall i did spend my last 9 and 1/4 years with them.

However i do not regret that years spent with yall. I treasure every memory, every friend i ever met. I also needed to quit because i knew i was not happy singing there anymore and it became a chore for me to come. If I am in choir i should be happy to sing and happy to come in order to sing with all my heart and soul but i just can't seem to do that anymore. Probably i had a different calling, To the youth group, to help youngsters like me grow and i don't regret the decision i made because it was carefully decided with prayer and guidance. I will miss each and everyone of you and i thank yall for journing with me in life in choir for the past years. I am happy with my decision and i feel more relaxed now after all that careful thinking for the past few months. God bless!