Saturday, September 30, 2006

Hey one and all..

I know i said the post before was the last one that i will post but i really have to express my gratitude to my darling sister and MY dearest friends. SO here goes..

On my birthday i did'nt know what the hell was going on. Everyone was ignoring me and not telling me anything even Hannah and Syafiq had their lips sealed. I was feeling so left out on my birthday in school. I actually cried because i was thinking what the hell was wrong with my friends althought i still loved them loads i was pretty upset lol..

Hannah bought me a oreo cheese cake to cheer me up which she really didnt have to do while syafiq just kept the big secret unawared to me. Omg this really funny. Imagining this whole think makes me laugh myself silly. Zhi Min and Ru yan bought me a rose and i was really contented.

However yesterday Project J surprised me by Giving me roses again lol and a sweet card filled with wonderful messages that i sincerely love. I did'nt expect anything from them. They were wuch darlings.. lol.. It's all thanks to Daffy. Im guessing she planned it all.

In the morning i woke up. I saw this really big red card on my table. I think it was bigger than my table in fact but standing up. I woke up i put on my Specs (Yes i wear specs but i put contacts when im out most of the time except when im lazy). I saw so many pictures and messages. There were 28 messages al together from 28 different people. All consisting of My family, My CLose Friends, Project J, Syafiq and Hannah (My besties) and even Cristy's Friends.

I was so bloody touch. Cristy was the one who put her heart and soul to it. Leslie helped her, Daffy kept it a secret from me. I heard Del Hid it Under her Butt when i was coming. I heard from Cristy Leslie ANd Sebas where bickering lol. I wonder how they hid it from me because i was in the room and i was in school. My poor sister alept like 3am -4am every day. Omg.. She is so sweet. I love her man. Now i know why Debra Bel and Christopher kept asking me to go to the church canteen to buy a drink with them. When i asked them why do you need so many people to carry one can of drink Chrictopher came up with this line which i think i would not forget

He said" Im scared of the dark" with his puppy dog face lol.
I was like " Im scared of the dark too. SO waht we go down to gether and get scared together is it?" haha

It was so funny.

I wanna Say Thank you To so many people but i don't want to forget anyone so i shall classify you guys in groups.

1. Family espeacially Cristy for putting her hardwork into my card and making everyone keep this a secret from me. You are such a darling. You are my Best friend, My Sister, My everything.. You are Important to me. I know i get so protective sometimes but that's because i love you.. oh and irritating you is my habit since i was young.. I love you loads.. YOu make me smile when im down. You cry with me when im sad, You're slly with me when im silly. WE fight and after that we start laughing about it. haha.. I love you luh.. YOu're damn sweet. Hurry up and get the guy of your dreams.. I know he is really sweet.. And i can't wait luh..!!

In School..
2.My super Best Friends (Syafiq And Hannah) for totally ignoring me for my own good so i would'nt know.. lol.. you guys are so funny.. I love ya.. School would'nt be school without you You guys are the best. We have absolutely too many pictures together that my at least 1/4 of my com space are taken up by our pictures and another 1/4 by cristy's friends.

3. My Close best friends (yes i have two catogories of best friends) you guys know who you are..
Vigs, Sharon, Tabitha, Zubai, Xinda, Zhi min, Saleena, Yvonne.
We always hang out together at this big table during recess and we make alot if noise at the school grounds and corridors. Constantly taking pictures together.

Other people who i Don't know.. to this friend of cristy who thinks im pretty trhank you.. lol..

Norusha And Leasha for wishing me on Friendster message. Sarah soh as well..

In Church..
1. Project J.. Yes you guys rock my socks.. I love ya. You guys have made me stronger this year. Knowing i can face trials knowing that i can fight whatever that comes before me with GOD Blessing my every move. YOu thought me how to handle things which no one else could have taught. I wanna Say thanx Espeacailly To Daffy For always comforting me when im sad and Always advising me and talking to me. To Jamie for constantly giving me wisdom. To Del, For constantly filling me with the spirit of knowledge every friday through your talks. To Leslie for making me laugh and for talking to me. To Eugene , You are so damn funny with all your silly mama slangs and Mat actions and those ching chong slangs that everyone will laugh.. You making Youth Group lively, To Sebas for filling The room with Song and making it so nice to sing. To Roch For the Ava system without you no music, No singing no praise and worship.. Thanx for wishing me ..

You guys all have special gifts that you have shared with me that i know when i grow with you guys every week i feel a little part of me growing stronger and wiser as well. You guys make me wanna embrace what i have and reach out to those that do not have what i have. You thought me how to link races together that i am fortunate that i can. Because i have so many friends from so many Races and Religions and we all get along really well.

I've grown much more than i've ever grown spiritually this year. I have no idea what i will become if i never found youth group. I would probably be some bitch you know since i thought i could handle anything without help from anyone. However now i know i can always turn to GOd, My Family, you guys, My Friends in school and etc. Thanx for making me closer to GOd. i Don't think i could have done this by myself.

Because of Youth Group i found More Close Friends.... I love you guys.

(Those are for the leaders)

Now comes the people in youth group...
Cristy, Mel, Bel, Chris, Debs, I think the people from christ the king also... Domnique loh, Nicholas Fujioka.. VIcki, Liane.

oh And alot more people in church like,

Lara,
Karen ( not from cat class Karen the other one.. lol..)
Frances.
Auntie Linda
Brian

Lastly My Family.
I put them Last because at the end of the day they are the ones who ultimately supports me in everything i do ( the good things i do ofcourse)

Thanx Dad. YOu have spent so much money on me.. I know i don't deserve it. You deserve it more than i do. I dunno what to do without you daddy. You';re constatly reminiding me that God is always there for me. Like Teaching me what to do in times when im stress or have too much work to do. You even bought me a dog when i was heartbroken last year.. I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! MUAH! I can never live without you

Thanx Mummy, YOu are always taking care of me checking on me when im Sick. You have also spent so much on me my dresses, clothes from boutiques and coture stores. Dresses i seldom where. Shoes. You encouraged me to do something that you know im scared of but you know i will succeed. I lOVE LOVE YOU MUMMY

I dare admit im spoilt. But i am not a brat. Im spoilt by my parents with luxuries that i don't deserve.

Tita the person who takes care of me when my parents are not around. I love you loads. You always comfort me when i cry.. You've been taking care of me since i was a child. I LOVE YA

CRISTY.. You are my one and only sister. I love you to bits and pieces. From every bone in my body. Every blood i carry in me. I love you!!

THANK YOU FOR EVEYTHING ALL OF YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME!!!