Saturday, September 16, 2006

So it's in the afternoon, broad daylight, i just woke up. Why is it im feeling like crap today?
Im feeling so down like i can't breathe. It's as if im being suffocated in my own life. The heaviness in my heart is slowly drowning me. It's so weird because yesterday i was all smiles. How can it be that today that im so sad today when i just woke up?

I really feel like im not good enough. Like i could be better but i just can't. Like i could grab what i want but i can't. Show me the meaning..
What is it that you want me to see?
what is it that you want to prove?

Have'nt you prove that im not good enough.
Yes i know..
I'll never be. full stop.

Im lost.. what's my purpose?
I forgot or maybe i never knew.
Was i just walking through life blindly?
perhaps i was.

Im lost..