Thursday, September 14, 2006

"This and that" blah blah..

I had a very irritating day. I don't want to talk about it. Im so frustrated!!
Yes Chelsea is smiling but not for long. When im sad " Why you so sad?" When im happy "Wateva chelsea!" Ahh!

What the hell! Im just frustrated. Frustrated frustrated frustrated!!! It's not the stress! What?
Perhaps myself! Frustrated with myself? Perhaps. Im frustrated with the day. AM i not suppose to feel happy? So why don't you call me sour puss chelsea won't it sound better.

You are such a contradiction! Aww look at Chelsea she's sad.. (when im sad)
When im happy.. Chelsea what the heck!..

Whatever. Just bug off and leave me alone. F>Y>I!!!
it does'nt stand for for your info.. it satnds for something else.

I hate it.! I hate it for now. Im am so frustrated. I've been keeping it in the whole day. Wateva. I don't care anymore. It's a whole new cycle. cycle of the same history repeats. Why don't i just like stand back and not do anything. Like always. Wateva.. i've had it with this crap..

No use blogging or listening to my opinions.. It never ever gets heard. Why? oh chelsea is too young.. chelsea is too this chelsea is too that. Say.. just say it.. Im not good enough! I never was. I need to be told what to be. I hate it!
For once. I would love someone who would let me be who i am and not what they want me to be. Im Chelsea Anne Rodrigues. Can you not see my name? do you not call me by chelsea? So don't expect me to be some princess out of some weirdo castle or something you can push and boss around. I can be nice but don't ever step on my head. I hate it!

I rarely get angry like this. When i do, it means i was very very irritated. Say what you want to say. I give up.. I've had it already! This is the last straw.

Count to 10 and all that bullshit doesn't work.

IM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED!!

Give me a hailer! i wanna scream so everyone will know how irritated i feel!. You don't realise it yea? Because i don't show it! That's why.. i did'nt want to spoil the atmosphere any further.

Jeez!