Sunday, October 22, 2006

Well i started my day happy today only to end up in tears inside the bus just now. In the morning we all went to church together. Cristy, Leslie , Debs and I. Dominique overslept and we decided to meet him after 11:45 mass. Anyway after 10:15 mass DEbs and Cristy went to attend cat class while Leslie and I met up with DOminic and Nicole. The four of us went to eat lunch at Mac near church while waiting for Cristy to end cat class and Dominique to end 11:45 mass. AFter all of us met up, Dominic, Dominique, Nicole, Leslie, Cristy , Debs and I we went to Northpoint BK and this was already about 1+pm. The two girls needed to but their hershey pie or something and dominique needed to eat lunch so yea we hanged out and talked and talked as usual about all the usual stuff. AFter they ate it was already about 1:45 probably.. or 2 pm.. They went to buy Bubble tea. Then at 2:30 or 15 my dad called.. And he started asking me what time we were coming home. He was so sacarstic on the phone. I just could'nt take it he already nagged at me in the car on Friday where it just totally crushed me emotionally and now today he nags at me again. My dad is usually not like this. I dunno wht is wrong i just feel so Hurt luh.. My dad rarely scolds me like that. I was so bloody hurt it spoilt my mood on friday and it certainly spoilt my mood today. Then i was like yea ok we'll be back soon and then he just hanged up. What did i do?? its like everything did this week to my dad it's wrong. I just hate it!!! i hate it so much!! i hate quarrelling with my dad. i hate feeling hurt. I just hate it!

Then all of them walked us to the bus interchange and waited with us to board the bus. Then my aunt called and she started saying a bunch of stuff then i just blurted out , "What's wrong with daddy?? Why is he scolding me so much?? " Then my tears just kept running. Now im home i just don't wanna talk to anyone.

I can't wait fro youth prac tmr, i just wanna get out of the house. It's not that i don't love my house or im extremely upset with my dad or hate him i just need to be away.

I need to say something but i can't say it here or anywhere. It's very disturbing.

Besides that, i have nothing more to say except that i feel like going to the beach to let it out but since i cant i will go to my room and let it out.

Bye. T

~another day gone wrong~