Saturday, November 25, 2006

Hey hey! Came back from Youth night. Im terribly tired. WE had some sharing today. I was paired up with Debs. WE had so much in common, im glad i can share things with her and she could understand exactly how i felt.
Anyway as for the mixed emotions i felt that i had after band camp, i think unknowingly I have bottled some feelings that i should have let out a long time ago. I kind of regret running from my past but i know im alright. I know im happy. I know im safe. I know im Secure. I'll forever will be as long my view on life is vibrant.

Let's face it. WE all have to go through our ups and downs or we will never know what life is. That's the great thing about adventure.
Thiscamp has made me realize i've been running alot from my fears and insecurities but now that i've faced it im ready to stand strong again and start anew. It's amazing how something so insignificant can really be such a significant thing. I never knew Band camp could make me realize so many things. Im glad i went for it and actually enjoyed myself and im glad that I even felt a sudden sadness in my moment of happiness. I know, it's weird but it's true.

Ok people who reads my blog, Goodnight and i hope you actually understand what i write. I know everything sounds so contrasting like sadness in happiness but i did feel that way.. Ok dokes. Toodles! Love hugs and kisses. Till next time.

Chels