Wednesday, July 11, 2007

You know lately i've been so out in the dark. I seriously have no clue what
is going on anymore. Seriously i know sometimes i can tell when you are down and
all but you can't expect me to do that all the time. I'm seriously not psychic.
I get really frustrated when you get upset and say nothing nothing when you want
me to know something. How am i suppose to know if you don't tell me. Sometimes
i'm just really disappointed. I finally found someone i love and lately i've
been feeling that your not happy with it.

seriously disappointing. Sometimes i don't know what to do anymore. im
human as well and there is only so much that i can take. after awhile i'll just
get tired of everything.

Anyways,
Its been tiring thinking and thinking. I don't know what else to say. Do you know how it feels???
This feeling i have inside is frustrating. Talking but to no avail. spend time with but they think its not enough. Take the liberty to balance my timing spent with people but no, they want more.
I mind as well cut my body into many parts.

one for my family
one for my friends
one for project J
one for school
one for kal
one for myself

Seriously im not complaining but if i were to cut them up this is how it would be. This is how it would be if my balancing of times between my loved ones is not enough. This is how it would be.

signing off
<~3