Sunday, August 19, 2007

Finally the long week is over and a new one is coming. I hope this week will be smoother. Anyway, today was Julian's birthday party. Big news .. My cousins know I'm with Kal. haha. In a way I'm happy about it. Haha. Im excited! I can't wait for next sunday firstly because Kal is gonna meet my dad and secondly he is gonna help cristy and I cook for my mum's birthday.

This week really drained me emotionally. I'm gald im over it after spending quiet time with God today in the chapel (we should really have an adoration room). I am still learning to let go and just trust in him and also not be so paranoid in everything. Im also learning to trust Kal. Takes time, takes time.

Im just glad he is so patient with my nonsense. Im thankful for this week of toil and for the emotional pain i had to go through. It opened my eyes. Im thankful for the people around me my Family for being a support, the friends who have prayed for me, for kal to reassure me.
For everything. It just made me realise that i am truly loved by the people around me and that i am cared for.

I love you people! MUAH!

Love,
Chels =P