Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Hey fellow bloggers,

Yesterday was great. I went out with my baby Kal. We watched hairspray together. Super corny but i loved it! haha. "Good morning balstimore, here's the flasher that lives next door" It was hilarious. Big hair, wierd dance steps. The black singers were good man! John Travolta was bloody good playing a woman. Haha. it was so funny. Do you know it was practically raining the whole day. Then we bumped into Marc at his wroking place, went to meet Khalid at coffee club to say hi and to another coffee club location to say hi to Black. Then we ate lunch and went shopping or window shopping. lol.

Kal got me a batman t-shirt. lol. I think it looks quite hot. haha. When we went it to the shop we saw so many superman stuff. First thought that came to my head was "syafiq will go crazy here" haha. After that, i saw this shop where people could make their own teddy bears. So cute! I want it I want it!! lol. However it was completely unnecessary so i didn't get it. On my birthday i'll spend like crazy! i don't care! I will burn all my money and i am going to shop like a mad woman because September is the month where i get to spend on myself. Finally the month is here.
I want to get that teddy bear, new clothes,go to ikea to get photo frames. I want to redecorate my room. i really really want to redecorate my room. Paint my side of the wall warm yellow. paint some flowers, butterflies. Hang pictures of my big family and me, my friends in school, project j pictures, kal and I. hang beautiful inspiring quotes. get a nice display box for my favourite drumsticks that i want to pin on the wall. I want a nice wall. unfortunately my mum is so agaisnt it because she thinks i'll ruin the wall. hello i need to have my creativity flow in my room! Its my room anyway. how infuriating! Oh well. I guess when im 21 i can do anything i want with my room. haha. I have some secret wanting to have a tattoo of a rose on my back. i always found it nice to have a rose not because it's so "in" blah blah. I always love the sybolism of a rose and i really want it but like i said unfortunately both my parents dont want me getting tattoos. How bad can one rose tattoo be, i wonder..

Anyways back to yesterday. Kal and I were in the bus on the way to the airport to have coffee. Yes we went to the airport to have coffee. There was this woman on the bus that drove me to near insanity. She was a bloody pissy woman with some mental problems. Kal accidentally grazed her slipper and he said sorry. She was like are you trying to be funny! and started cursing and swearing everywhere. And she deliberately stepped on Kal's foot. I lost it and started shouting at her. She was whinning and every single thing in the bus and about some stupid imagination she cooked up about how unfair this guy took her sit blah blah. i completely lost it and started being really bitchy. REALLY REALLY BITCHY. I told her if she didnt like the public transport she can take the fucking taxi!. YES I normally don't scold aunties but she was mad and out of control. She was pissing everyone off and she pissed me off. Im sorry but i lost it alright. after that the indian man lost it with her and scolded her and the indian woman infront of me looked at me and i told her the woman was retarded. I delibertely said it out relaly loud so the whole bus can hear me. She literally rolled her eyes at me.BITCH!
Kal had to calm me down because i was really losing my patience. That maggi mee hair mungen bitch! She is a ROYAL IRRITANT! seriously!
can you believe it? She wanted to whack kal and i with an umbrella. At that moment i just pictured her trying to whack us and I grabbing her bloody umbrella from her oh-so-frail hands and whacking her up brutally. She could still say to the indian man. "You think you so big i scared is it i whack you then you know" MY ASS! She hasn't tasted things from a Rodrigues. hell! she better be scared, the indian man looks fit enough to kill her. you know she said to kal.. " I put the umbrella fuck your father fuck your mother" Seriously I have never in my life encountered some person as retarded and ridiculous as her. She was seriously twisted up there.
After that Kal told me to calm down and i tried to but i was still whinning and bitching. After that he told me to go sit down and i cooled down.

AFter that we had coffee at starbucks in Changi. Bummed into an old friend of mine, Khairul.
it was nice to finally see him after like years.Oh well. Anyway kal and i were looking at the horoscope page on life section of the straits time newspaper and it was really weird haha.

My horoscope libra, said that i should have a heart to heart talk even though things are running well with my romantic partner. haha. And his one cancer, said that he and his romantic partner should try something new and adventurous. lol. Haha then we put down the newspaper got cozy on the starbucks couch ate banana and chocolate muffins drank vanilla latte and had a heart to heart talk. It was really nice to talk to him that way. Last week we had our first major fight and we were both worried and we worked it out and all but having that heart to heart talk i was really good. It made me tear to know how much i meant to him. (Argh.. come what may from the moulin rouge soundtrack is playing as im typing.. perfect timing.. so im literally getting soft now haha) It was good to get things out with one another. It was good to know that after all my whinning and insecurities and all my imperfections he still found me perfectly fine the way i am. It was really sweet. I love you baby!! muah! lol We actually came out stronger from it. I was very happy and dazed all at the smae time. So kal thought i was sad. haha. I was just happy and dreaming as im walking haha. it was the "awww" feeling.

Anyway to end summarise the whole day. I was happy, had giddy spells, ditzy (singing to myself while waiting for the bus), PISSED at the woman, irritated at the woman, tired from walking, touched by the talk, dreamy from the talk and happy again. Yeap. The day was good. Real good!

Oh yea. After that went to church to practice for the nine day novena thing then guess what my ezlink card got spoilt so i need to replace it. Kal will be seinding me to AMK hub tomorrow to get it replaced because apparently the guy at the station said its the nearest place to get it replaced. and guess what. It still has like 9++ dollars in it. bummer!..

shit happens..

Love loads,
Chels