Sunday, October 07, 2007

Something is really bothering me and eating me up. I have no clue whether its my usual case of PMS or is this one really because of something. It's really frustrating when i can't understnad what's happening to my own self.

Am i upset, frustrated or angry?

Ontop of my weird emotional moments i have a bloody sore throat which isn't really helping me relax. I think i took too much lozenges. I did'nt read the instrustions and overdosed in the intake. My mum got angry with me for not reading. My dad just shook his head.

Maybe im just really disappointed in myself more than anything else. My raging temper and my lack of self control is really frustrating. sometimes i have no idea why im the way i am. It's really emotionally tiring. Im a happy person but i have a raging temper. what the hell?!

How many split personalities do i have? I just hope i stay in one piece this time. My olevels are coming soon. Im quite worried actually but I really don't feel the stress or maybe im feeling it but i don't know it. I hope im mentally alright. I hope im emotionally alright.

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I miss you..

always...

~All i need is you[Hillsong]~