Friday, November 02, 2007

hold on it's tragic,
stumbling through all this static...

Nearing the end of my Olevel papers. Somehow in some sick twisted way I want it to continue. I rather study like a mad person than to feel whatever is going on around me. upset with what? No idea...

Cristy left for camp,
she did'nt say bye..
even when i told her she didnt say bye..

She said she was rushing off..

whatever..................

Tonight im just gonna study..
I just don't wanna care.

I care
I start to feel hurt.
When i hurt,
i cry.
When i cry,
i cause problems.
When i cause problems,
I feel worse of myself than i already do.
Like digging myself a hole.

Now,
I think i'll just sleep...
sleep it off..
not care...

When i sleep at least im inactive..
my brain is not thinking..

Oh no.. Dont think im nuts for being upset with just my sister not saying bye...

the rest is just nothing new.. the rest is just mundane.. the rest is just the rest...