Wednesday, February 27, 2008

hey im back from this afternoon. Kal left me alone for half an hour to write things i wanna do everyday...

Honestly.. Im too upset to do anything or think about anything, but fine..I'll do it sincei have absolutely nothing to do..

1. Read the daily Gospel. I've been doing that alot lately.
2.Learn new chords from new artist and practice them on my keyboard. I already learnt desperado from Eagles..
3.Figure myself out.. Im so messed up..or rather my patience has been so stretched and im not exactly the most patient person in the world so maybe i'll try meditating..
4.Write my blog everyday and tell everyone how i feel even if im being EMO..at least i'll have something to do like write...
5.Read/write a story based on my life.. wow.. that's going to be "interesting"

yeap.. 5 thats it.....

why for number:
1.
I learn alot of new things
2.
I enjoy playing the keyboard it makes me happy to play and sing
3.
Well like already explained im so messed up..
4.
Blogging makes me think and I phrase how i feel better in writing than talking.. People take it the wrong way when i talk.. I also cause alot of problems when i talk...I rather shut up and write...
5.
well.. i figured if i talked about my life i'll be more happy because i wrote a story..At least i can be proud of something..