Wednesday, February 27, 2008

IM SO BORED I COULD DIE!!!!!!!!!

It's in light red cause im irritated NOT ANGRY

I really have no idea why but I just get the feeling my patience is getting tested and tested again not by anyone but by God..

I really am not a patient person and for me not to be angry at something that irritates me is really hard for me.. This boredom is really killing me. Staying home all day is freaking not fun..
Ontop of that I won't be seeing Kal for 2 weeks because he has the bloody chicken pox.. and I haven't got it yet and if i go near him i might get it! GAH! ....

ARGH!!!
This week sucks shit im serious..My patience is growing really thin. I've been trying not to explode for like many times already this week. Seriously, my handphone and MSN is quite depressing.. No ove ever strikes a good conversation...Everybody's like how your poly.. what course blah blahblah..

Talking about conversations.. I wanted to have one face to face with Kal baby but the chicken pox!!! bloody chicken pox...

sigh.. im like bloody trapped in this house with like absolutely nothing to do.Even worse Kal is trapped in his house with absolutely nothing to do but sleep sleep sleep.. I seriously feel like screaming!!!
Like let out one big fat scream and then maybe at least maybe i'll feel an ounce better..

IM SO BORED IM SO BORED IM SO BORED!!!

Don't tell me to watch TV. the programs are either repeated and i already watched it or.. it SUCKS like SHIT. I wish I had more working hours so I can spend my days doing something with my life rather than rotting here with my brain almost turning to total mush..

I wanted to go shopping but... I don't have a shopping partner to go with...

GAH!!
This is just really annoying....
Maybe if i sleep the day will go by faster.. I wish i was sick now so that when i take the medicine i'll go lullaby in like 15 mins.. but no..because that will make me quite nuts.

someoen please please tell me.. How to increase my patience.. YM heart is pounding and beating on my chest like with so much fire i could die right now because honestly

I AM SO FREAKING IRRITATED!!!
im irritated that I have nothing to do with my life right now..

Im like wasting my youth away.

Elixer for eternal youth please! I'll need it..