Tuesday, February 12, 2008

This is seriously going to be a bitchy post.

Well i caught up with my friend from school. An ex-schoolmate was talking to him on MSN..

I was questioning why he wrote me as shy on facebook so i questioned and I dunno how we got there but he said..

I know how to show my flaunts despite my "healthy figure" and thats how ive changed and that i HAD TO get myself a boyfriend..

firstly.. I feel comfortable in my own skin..
And secondly im proud at the amount of weight i lost..
thirdly my boyfriend and i happened naturally doofus

WELL.. LET ME TELL YOU ONE THING..

I can make fun of my own weight but this is it. I have to stop some where because it will make it seem its ok to make fun of fat people
Let me tell you that all fat people feel this.. THAT its not nice to be criticised for their outward appearance.
AND ...

I look GOOD in my CLOTHES.
maybe not in school. but i definitely look good when i go out.

AND
I DUN THROW MYSELF AT GUYS and NEED a effing boyfriend..

my boyfriend and I just happened.
I love him and he loved me its not like i desperately threw myself at him. We had mutual feelings for each other.

GOD!
its so infuriating to know that such SHALLOW people still exist and to think they themselves are no perfect either.
Im angry because im unhappy at how people still make fun of fat people .IT has to effing stop because if it was an alternate universe i'll be making fun of the skinny's.

That's all i can take. That's my limit. My threshold for shallowness people throw on me because ive had it..

Im proud of myself and the way i look because i know im gorgeous inside and out. ANd whatever to how much I may weigh or how big my ass is. Because I know these things can be lost.. ANd a face like mine cannot be gained unless you go for a effing plastic surgery so to ALL those *&*ers
who think their all that GO FIX YOUR MIRROR..

and take a closer look..

Dont get me wrong im not proud or boasting about blah blah blah.
I just know im gorgeous and i dun need anyone to fuck my self esteem.

ARGH!
what a way to end my night!
and to think he does'nt even know me that well to judge me.. that's more infuriating..

then again i cant be angry maybe its a GENETIC FLAW!
or their 'NORMAL" MENTALITIES.

in that case THE GENES NEEDS TO BE CHANGED!.

go ASK YOUR MOMMA..